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Good Friday

2011-04-22T01:15:00.002+08:00

when we need God, we pray to GOd please help me, we need you. And God sure say: "Yes My child...I'm here with you".

but When God Need Us... are we there for Him? Do we say : "Yes Lord I'm here"?

We always want something from God, but we never Do wat God want from Us.

Happy Bithday to you!

2011-04-15T01:22:00.004+08:00

Wanna wish Happy Blessed Bifthday to my Dearest. ^^

as few year bck, cant celebrate and be with him again! mbe this time kinda different oredi. he did told me not celebrating this year but, i still do get him a little present and a hand make card. Hope he like it. =) nothing much this time.. Wish he gt a good health, and wateva he do all going well and GOd pls blessed him all the time. Take good care of him. thx you Lord. ^^

pic taken by him ( i 4gt to take my own pic this time)

beside, jst finsh this sem exam. haha~~ and packing some books into boxes. and found the 1st Love letter from him few year bck. Lol..... I almost 4gt that i do keep it till now. whn i read back, it was cute and funny.. when we were young. Omg. haha! wander is he still remember bout wat he wrte or not. XD it so funny and cute. kinda sad cause we really in distance relationship that time. da suffering of cant see each other anymore. but jst sms. calling is expensive too. wat a tough relationship. but i never regret all this year. never regret that i love him and only him will be in my life. mbe other will thnk i wont find another relationship anymore? and Im sure to tell you all that Im very sure. ^^ mbe some say doesnt worth it. But for me it Worth than everthing. I'll make him the 1st and the last. wander if he still love me? if not also nevermind. God already have plan in me. <3 & thx God for putting him in my life.

Count Down

2011-04-03T17:26:00.003+08:00

jst bck from Uni... go practice and doing term paper!

sit back & count dwn for the Jury day! >< 1 week from now. My day has to come! I Have to do it. I Must do it! Do it well...

Dear Lord, pls help and guide me all da way through.
without you im nothing!
help me how to do it for you and all for you Only.

Self Praise & Worship sunday ~

2011-04-03T11:27:00.002+08:00

Good morning... Doing my own praise & worship today. this 3 song is da song come to my mind after Prayer!

I dream about you .. again ^^

2011-03-28T15:15:00.002+08:00

good afternoon bloggy... it been long time didnt blog oredi. today is about my dream last nite.
it consider as a Sweet n Good dream for me. XD
I dream bout Him...

we having a war ( with Gun, machinese Gun, M16, Boom and so on ) fighting wf bad guy. some sort like a movie dream... We won the fight, manage to shoot them all.
So went to celebrate at a cafe, we all sitting there and have drink.
the next day we went back & hangout at da same place again, but this time, my tooth pain and da upper teeth like Bigger, cant event talk clearly. he was beside me... eating and chatting wf frens & waiting for my Bro. my teeth too pain and jst lay on his arm for a rest.. <3
some 1 singing Hillsong in da cafe, I stand up and Say : hey, i know this song too. Pass me the mic we sing togather. but, my teeth is Big n cant event pronouce clearly. =.=

following day, i wanted him accompany me to go hospital for check out bout my teeth. so, on my way to his parent's shop, hope can find him there while calling him.....
he say he outside, oni be home at 3pm.. ( i was thnking it take so long and decide go by my on oredi ). he continue... "Y u didnt call me? you know i miss You alot? " ^^
When i heard this i was so so happy!

but that all jst a dream. It will nvr be real. haiz... but i really miss him alot.
we less contact each other now, due to my SMS.? since that nite, he no longer sms me oredi.

how i wish my dream can become real ~

p/s: miss you alot

2011-01-30T01:23:00.002+08:00

我。。。
好想把你慢慢的放下。。。
好想慢慢的把你给忘了。。。
好想不要再想你我的事了。。。
好想好好的过我的生活。。。

不知你还在不在乎，
不在乎也没关系了。。。
我不想去在意这么多了。。。
只希望你开心过你的生活。

i need u

2010-12-27T23:32:00.002+08:00

It been awhle i keep ask myself what i need and what i want. And now im sure with my feeling.

1. I really need you. i need you more than anything else. this is for sure, i can hide it, i can denied it, i can pretend that i dont need you. but when i look deep insde me, i need u most.

2. I wish to hve u bck as my dearest. sometime i feel w/o u i can stand alone. but whn i get into hard time.. i need ur support the most.

3. I still want to love you more. that is for sure. i nvr doubt bout loving u.

4. I'm the 1 cant let go. cant let go of u. I'm afraid of loosing u.

也許..... 你我都在「偽裝」 ♡

2010-12-20T22:19:00.000+08:00

明明很想哭，卻還在笑。

明明很在乎，卻裝作無所謂。

明明很想留下，卻堅定的說要離開。

明明很痛苦，卻偏偏說自己很幸福。

明明忘不掉，卻說已經忘了。

明明放不下，卻說他是他，我是我。

明明捨不得，卻說我已經受夠了。

明明說的是違心的假話，卻說那是自己的真心話。

明明眼淚都快溢出眼眶，卻高昂著頭。

明明已經無法挽回，卻依舊執著。

明明知道自己很受傷，卻說你不必覺得欠我的。

明明這樣「偽裝」著很累，卻還得依舊......

為的只是隱藏起自己的脆弱，即使很難過，也會裝的無所謂，

只是不願別人看見自己的傷口，不想讓自己周圍的人但心，不想讓別人同情自己，

只想在心底獨自承受，雖然心疼的難以呼吸，卻笑著告訴所有人「我沒事的！」 ,

然後靜下來時，自己便笑話自己，何必把自己偽裝的那麼堅強?

好像自己可以承受所有的苦難，這好累......好累......

即使是偽裝，即使很累，只為了不讓蓄積於眼底的淚水流下。

那是蘊藏在眼底的冰冷，一旦溫熱便會洶湧，沖毀我久築的防堤......

只為這一個理由，已足夠。

偽裝堅強，只為不讓脆弱有機可乘，只為可以一個人在晚上走夜路也不害怕...... 呵，扯開嘴角的微笑並不是那麼容易。你堅強的背後會有一個聲音：累不累？可已無路可退。一個人的夜晚，才會最真實吧？！

有時候，我會累會想停下來，去觀望路邊的風景，

有時候，我會為自己找一個藉口，讓自己停留；

我想為自己找一個藉口，一個讓自己停下來的藉口…

2010-12-14T10:53:00.003+08:00

Trust in the LORD with all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own understanding. In all thy ways acknowledge him, and he shall direct thy paths.Be not wise in thine own eyes: fear the LORD, and depart from evil. Proverbs 3:5-7 KJV

Should I or shouldn't I?

2010-12-14T10:29:00.002+08:00

this is bout my feeling / relation with him.... keep thnking to 4gt it.... and dont bother it. but it keep coming bck, bcoz i nvr get to settle it. and i really duno wat to do now. Not because i want a relationship so badly is... Unsettle business since long long time ago. Nvr hve a solution, da problm nvr been solve. jst i didnt go thnk bout it, dont bother, pretend it oredi NONE my business..

honestly i still care everythng bout him... as owes! thx Jesus for evrythng! thx u Lord! =D

i thnk i should leave it all to God!

My BIrthday! 10.11.2010

2010-11-11T01:28:00.006+08:00

1st great birthday at kuching! Lol... nite b4 my birthday, he sms & wanna date me 2mrw... was thnking dont need to work? He kinda busy with all da hotel. but who knows he sey he tke leave 2mrw! =.='''' i was.... err..... kinda speechless lah! He plan that 2mrw take leave to celeb my birthday wf me! Lol.. thnking how sweet right? haha~

wake up in da morning is 9am.. he told me he come at 10am. so im still on my lazyness... On laptop check Fb all da greetings frm lots of frens go dwn to living room watch bro play GE (9.30am- was thnking still gt time tke it slow) but who know...... in awhle... He reached My hse oredi.. and im still in my pyjamas! =.='''' Really WTf.... than i quickly go ready up! haha! lame right? Lol...

after done, we go out for breakfast. He wanted to eat sarawak Laksa at chun hui cafe. so we went there eat laksa & kopi O peng. =D (my favor) Only Drink Coffee at Kuching. KL copi noat nice at all! Lol... after breakfast, we go search for birthday cake. from old holiday Inn to riverside hotel didnt see any nice cake. but last is Hilton hotel, get a Mango Cheese cake. (1st time).

plan to go visit my grandma at Anglican Cemetery. put da cake bck at my hse than go buy flower..... on day way we went to Kuching International airport to see starbuck tumbler. Hope to find somethng special. XD but still da same at da town starbuck. so i bought the tumbler there & head to Cemetery.

after visiting, we go for lunch than sent me to work. =D

having a wonderful & great morning togather. ^^ It might not be fancy or Grand. BUt it da BEstest For me oredi... really love it. thx God!

This is da present from Him.... Order from Our new fren Jaben Owner. he know wat best for me! Lol...

after work, home & prepare to go Dinner wf fam & grandpa at the BanQuet. is a nice place. we choose da Buffet Menu. 44 Menu to choose can order again & again. ea person rm33 (dinner set). Not bad. can go and try! haha!

after dinner, decide go for 2nd round celebration wf some close frens... at Havana.

that a 1 full day oredi. hehe... simple & nais! Thx God for today & everyday. Thx for putting me here... to know You , my family, and my frens.! ^^ you da greatest God! thx for everythng!

Love,
W3n

Home with Jesus 3

2010-10-25T13:51:00.003+08:00

22.10.2010 day 3

finally get to get so slp last nite. although is short but manage to slp well. & wake up early morning to prepare and waiting for some relative or visitor to come to pay condolence.

2nd uncle, going to airport to fetch my aunt around 10am... 1 of my cuz are here & we wainting for my Aunt. to reach home. once she reach home, she burst into tear... sigh....

around 3 something, the Undertaker are here, to move grandma body to her Coffin. my bro sey grandma is like ICE. hard & cold. the undertaker sey put all her Favor cloth insde, after that put all da flower over & cover da space insde da coffin b4 they close up. we all pick lots lots f flower for ah ma.. she love flower very much but she cant see it at all now! after we place it, they close it up.

i was crying madly... i really cant believe that da 1 slp insde it is Ah ma.. the ah ma that stay strong, love us, tell us story, brg us go out, ftch us home from sch tuition piano-violin class, travelling to KL, make our cloth; da comfortable home wear pants; skirt; sch uniform; pillow; booster; pray for us, cook for us, Take care of me & my bro since i was born till recently, like 23 year with her. nvr leave us... she is da closest person to us beside our own family. mom dad tim melvin ah kong & ah ma. it owes 7 of us 2gather. sure we will ask ah kong & ah ma to join us.

now ah kong is alone, & i cant stay at Kch for long too. dam.... ah kong sayang ah ma alot... alot.. he tke k of her everyday everynite since she is sick. & be with her 24hours..

Grandma go Home with Jesus 2

2010-10-24T23:34:00.002+08:00

21.10.2010 Day 2

Cant slp da whole nite. Keep awake & flu-ing. Hehe… wake up around 6 sumthng… then… jst go beside grandma… thnking y we all get up oredi ah ma still slping… can she jst wake up again? I know is ridiculous… but I cant hlp it. I really wish grandma can wake up. Don’t keep slping insde. ^^ that wat keep wandering on my mind. When go near ah ma… was hoping miracle to happen that she can wake up.

Now ah ma house is full of flower.. so wish that grandma can see it. It all so pretty & colorful, ah ma sure love it & will keep it if she can see it. She love flower so much.. her backyard & front of da hse is full of flower, she plant all da flower herself. Watering every morning when she go for a morning walk, put some fertilizer move them out under the sun & etc. ah ma expert in planting flower. She lover Orchid da most. Hehe… backyard gt a lot of kind of orchid flower. She left no 1 can keep jaga those pretty flower anymore.

My Sg cousin jst arrive. If ah ma know she sure very happy coz she only see them once of few years if thy coming bck to Kch or ah ma go SG for holiz.. XD sure ah ma be happy to see all of them around… but too bad….. ah ma cant see them anymore. But I bet she know from heaven. Jesus brg her along wf him all this time. He will tell ah ma wat happen to us right? =)

Holland yiyi is coming bck 2mrw morning.. we all waiting for her return and the funeral ceremony will held on sat.

alots of relative and frens are coming today. and nitez time still hve da funeral service from our church.

another nite at grandparents house. still cant get into deep slp and the weather are cold.

Grandma go with Jesus to Heaven Home

2010-10-24T15:40:00.002+08:00

20.10.2010 Day 1

After get call frm my mom, I quickly pack & ready all my stuff, going to lcct to get the earliest flight to come bck Kch ASAP. Manage to get airasia 1.50pm bck to kch. Thx god it not so exp. really thx god for guiding me all this time. Although I choose not to believe it’s real, but still hve to face it. On da way, duno why I feel it taking so long to reach. 1 hour 35 min frm KL – Kch, but this is da 1^st time I feel da trip is Super super long. I cant wait to reach here ASAP.

After I reach dad come & fetch me so with my SG uncle reach haf hour earlier than me & wait for my arrival. On da way to ah ma hse… mix feeling. I wish that it never happen & never been real in my family. When I reach ah ma house, im standing outsde the carpark… I dun dare to get in da hse. DAM gosh. I really really hope it not real It nvr happen. Standing outsde wish that im wrong. It tke sometime for me to hve da courage to step insde da hse.

Ah ma aircon bed is placing at da living room. So I went straight into ah ma room…. w/o giving a glance. Im was so afraid… very afraid. Stay quiet & thnking hard. Mom come in da room and ask me go see grandma, I jst cry out…. Telling that im afraid, im scare, I dun wan to see. I know it like not facing da truth. But I really cant accept it…. I nvr though of it would happen in my life my family… sound naïve right? But still im afraid. After awhle, grandpa come in…. pull me out, and sey U must see ah ma .. she’s very pretty n sleeping peacefully, i really burst into tears, so as ah kong. He sey no choice ah ma have to leave. Than oni I get da courage to step out da room at look at grandma… Gosh….. heart like dropping frm high up da sky. After awhle I get use wf da atmosphere & situation, talking to her, and telling her im bck oredi to visit her. ^^ hahaha… after that im feeling better. Much much better, it seem like she still wf us. But jst sleeping. ( lying to myslf). Nite time, our church mate & father come for the funeral service.so as other relative are here to pay condolence.

we overnite here at grandma hse, slping in her room. and grandpa said that he want to slp outside to accompany grandma for last time.... haiz... i cant slp that nite. i thnk so as every1... none of us hve a good n peaceful nite.

20.10.2010

2010-10-20T10:09:00.000+08:00

mom called me around 837am telling me dat grandma keep out of breath and better get ready & go buy airticket now. after awhle 846 i call bck.. Mom sey ah ma no longer breathing. (speechless.........) i still cant believe it some how. not untill i see? why am i acting that way?. i dunno. wat can i do? i duno wat to do. want to get air ticket but cant online buying. need go da counter i guess & this month is my CC expre month. WTF. no 1 can hlp me now.

i've done packing & bath. wait for my wash cloth to done than i will move out to LCCT. btw it really out of my expectation. why ah ma... haiz...

mom jst called cant give me money busy now. Guess i hve to do it my own way now!

Ah ma.. tke k oh! Jesus will tke good care of u. i see u in heaven ya.. miss u owes & forever. Muakz.

Love, JIa wen

Sem end!

2010-10-19T22:17:00.002+08:00

today is da final exam of music history 2. phew... finally we reach da end of sem & it like oni 1 month class dat all. but glad that it finish liaw. hope can do well & Pass this music history 2. im tired of repeating this course. it very suffering to attend history class. dam bored, & da lecture is like owes cant finsh his course outline at da end.

today final exam.. still Ok i guess. can do lah! hope can pass lah! do my best d. study hard wf my fellow frens during past few weeks. few kinda bored oredi. ahah... coz all this time is busy wf stdy & exam & term paper , now is finish that why we feel like nothng to do. haha... that normal lah hor? waiting da time to go home kuching. might goin bck on 25th ( mon ). but still hvnt get da air ticket. called my mom to buy air ticket oredi. so jst wait for da news.

mom sey grandma gt fever today. haiz... she go help her wash body, medicine & wash da wound. hope ah ma can recover ASAP. dun wan keep let her stay at Gh all this time. i thnk she miss home too. right? ah ma.. fast fast recover ah... we all waiting u come home. & Ji ku & yiyi is coming bck soon liaw! we need u home with us. i goin home see u soon k? dont worry! i'll miss u!
ah ma... u still need see me graduate u know? i want brg u come KL see me Grad ah. ^^ tke k yea.. GOd be with u all da time. dont worry.

><... tat all for today lah. my Pigu so pain now.. T_T

Love,
Jia Wen

Study day!

2010-10-18T18:45:00.002+08:00

jst finsh 2 drama after bck home frm CME exam & secret recipe cake! =D

having CME exam frm 12.30 - 2pm. then go for PAss class at 2- 3.30pm. then chia my Soloist secret recipe cake.

Thx God for guiding me through my CME exam jst now! very very thxful manage to get it all through, although im not da best! but for me myslf it conside Not bad, due i didnt get mess up n nervous. use to hve Performance anxiety. whch is very very bad! but really thx GOd for bein there guide my all da way. =D

tonite need to do much much stdy for 2mrw history exam liaw! OOShh! Hope can do it well & finsh cover everythng i need to do. thnk that all for now! Bye...

Love,
wen

History Sunday!

2010-10-17T23:57:00.002+08:00

jst finish studying wth my fren today.we took whole day to finsh da history 2 listening & score reading. it very tiring, need to pay alot of concentration on whre is the 1st theme, transition, 2nd theme , Full tittle , composer, year. really alot alot of thng to do. but... cant cover everythng. Tues will be da DATE of da final exam.. & this sem is SUPER pACK! like PACKING sardin FIsh in da can. everythng Squeeze together. & we finsh out stdy in 1 month ? if cut off the holiz and weekends. for degree program is like XIAO! duno wat UCSI is doing. memang XIAO! =.='''

haha.. but thx to jun ling, come stdy & do revision wf me today! if not i thnk i still not yet finsh da listening. 2 brain is better than 1. right? coz can hlp ea other up! haha! 2mrw i gt CME exam frm 12.30 - 2.oo than go on wf PAss session 2- 3.30. after that Need PIA again! tues will be da final exam! Wish all of us All da best! & must Pass this Stupid HIstory 2.

didnt watch any drama yet... feel like watching. but d line is too laggg... should slp early tonite. so 2mrw get up early to practice and go to sch! need practice wf my Soloist b4 go for exam! so worry about my 3rd song. i cant play it well.. once get nervous, everythng is GONe... kelam kabut at da ending! DAm...

that all for Sunday. God Bless! nitez

Love,
wen

Bad News Ever

2010-10-16T20:29:00.003+08:00

today i get a bad news from my mom around 3 sumthng... i really duno wat can i do to make it better or sumthng i can do for my grandma...

mom sey, Doc call up my grandpa to call all da family member to GH. Doc sey, it better to be prepare that anytime grandma will leave. i was shock when i heard this from mom.. last few week she still Ok.. i call her.. & she still can talk to me, event is da word is not clear. but i know & understand what she talking. she told me that is bored, so i ask her to ask ah kong brg u go out see flower & blow some fresh air. She sey yea... she did go out. =) dat time i was so happy coz... she seem getting better. but after since than i didnt manage to call her on time! too busy wf my studies. sigh....

now, coming to final on tues. i hope she can hold on till im bck! im coming very soon ah ma... =...(
mom sey dont buy air ticket for 26th oct 1st. scare need to change on da last min. wait da time come than can get da ticket!

i really dunno what can i do now. dunno how also... so so tired! Dear father Lord, pls help to tke good care ah ma for us. She love u & love all of us very much!

sometime feel so lost, like no emotion at all. duno how to face it. haiz... use to have sum1 to share wf me last time. but now.. no longer anymore. keep all to myself. no one that to relay on, dont hve a place to stop but jst can keep moving on and on. hope can find a place to stop & rest sumtime. but i guess there is no longer this kind of place for me anymore.

p/s: ah ma... get well soon ah! Jesus is With u all da time! he love & tke good care of u! i go home soon liaw! buy sumthng u like for u ya.... miss & love u owes!

Love,
Jia wen

Brand New Breeze ~ Kanon

2010-10-15T00:56:00.002+08:00

isn't it a beautiful song? dont know why i like this song.. but.. i can feel that... i feel peaceful when listen to this song. suddenly i feel that it Ok to let go! and is like there is nothng matter anymore. haha!

mbe, i can let go of him now. dont hve any hard feeling like last time anymore! XD

usually will feel that... sourness in the heart! but not this time! no more sourness... no more unwilling! nway i will put it in GOd's hand.. He know wat the best for me.. =) thx u Lord.

Hari raya?

2010-09-10T14:05:00.004+08:00

helloe fellow frens... how are u all? hope u all doing fine! =)

it very bored waiting for my 3pm flight to boarding at 230pm. too bad im not in bck for holiday... but to visit my grandma.... b4 it too late? jst dont want to feel regret next time! so mst go bck now.

grandma admitted to Gh since last week, till last nite doc let her go off but... need to send to nursery care. sigh...... i hope she can get well... but.. high chance wont be get bck to last time any more. this is my 1st time experience all this situation... sometime really cant tke it anymore... so tired.. & im wanted for more & more thng to be done by God... wishing God can hlp grandma. mbe im jst ein selfish.. coz i dont want to lost her. but wat to do? God plans no 1 can change.. mbe it time to let it to God hands.. we cant control everythng... we done have da power.. but GOd Does.. Coz he is out Mighty God which love us more than any1 else..

last time might thnk some time ah ma too loso... coz she want to find sum1 to chat wf her... but all too busy to reply & not being patient to hear her stry... now... i cant wish she can chat wf me.. but she wont talk anymore.. x_x

very hard feeling... duno wat can i do to hlp her.. really not in Our hands anymore liaw! but i know God will tke good care of her.. =)

lalalalalal...... i thnk that all for now lah! blog againt next time!

AH mA.... Im Coming Bck to see u Now... =) Love u!

M3 & dearest great ah ma ( Kl b4 she go to HK for vacation)

Jaeson Ma ONly Love Music Rally 18.08.10

2010-08-19T10:34:00.004+08:00

I went to Jaeson Ma music rally last nite... it was awesome..

actually 1 of my fren is goin wf me.. but, around 530 he call up sey.. i gt important thng to attend tonite. can go with you. ask other tke the ticket. in my heart i was wandering Dam U... Wat more important than listen to God's words. im kinda piss off actually... than i start to thnk should i go or not? but my heart sey, Nvm.... JSt go for it.. Alone also can Go! So i make my move n prepare to go out! Putting few wall post on my facebook! hoping sum1 will join me! but... none reply! it true that i gt alot of frens... but frens that have the same heart wf u? and know u well? are less then 5! =)

when i reach tasik selatan LRT station is around 730pm? suddenly, i saw a junior wf a gal! at da same station... so he come n greet me! asking me whre am i goin? so i tell him goin to jaeson ma music rally. i was thnking he might not interested at all... but whose know... he turn out n sey WAH.... u goin? I wanna go... I pray for it all this time, wish can go for the 1040 movie n da music rally. So i sey i gt 1 xtra ROzk zone ticket. U wanna follow me? (hahah) HE sey OK... but... sad is he had to FFK his fren, but thx god for a fren like her... she kinda understand n know He wanted to go so much.. now is da opportunity, he sey U go lah! XD thx god!

end up we goin togather, & is like... da time is ngam, n meet da right pplz to brg along? he is not yet baptize and i hope he will Soon. ^^ during our journey, big rain all over KL was thnking oh dam i didnt brg any umbrella... but he did so we share lah! XD n not so big rain after we reach Maluri station. so we run to PGRM!

the music rally program gt dancing, praise & worship by Star PArk member, JAeson Speech & Caleb.

Pastor Jaeson really remind me alot alot of thngs that i read on DrIVEN LIFE PURPOSE by Rick Warren..

Passion - I got Passion Purity - is cool Holy - is awesome

Love - Love god, love ur self love ur neighbour

Trust in Him Trust Jesus is My Lord My king , Im his Disciple, Be more like Jesus, surrender my soul & my heart,

Tell jesus Help me & Save me. I need him. (you is all i need, you is all i want, you everything You everthing)
We are not perfect, that why Lord Jesus Christ Die for us in the Cross... To tke our sin n make us perfect. BELIEVE IN HIM!

Trust HIm, Have FAith in Him! Love HIm Like he 1st love us... (How great is our god, sing with me How great is our god, and all will see how great is our god)

But is start with Obey, Bein Obedient & love God! u find all u want!

it alot alot to share with you all... haha! if you experience urself, u will know, God love is Undiscribedable! like Pastor jaeson sey.... not bout religious or wat... Jst Trust N believe in Jesus Christ is The LORd.... not care wat religion are you right now! JSt Trust In JEsus Chirst is OUr Lord King of all!

p/s: jst can sum all is Great.... God Love God Grace is Great..... Unlimited Love!

Pastor Jaeson Ma

属于你我的回忆

2010-07-31T13:07:00.003+08:00

1s t week anniversary - Perky'05

1st birthday present'05

1st Christmas present'05

1st Valentine present (i thnk is da year im going out to study)

Digimon in pair. XD

Christmas present'08

X'mas present'09

《华语发音学福州话》

2010-06-11T00:21:00.000+08:00

《华语发音学福州话》

对不懂福州话的朋友来说，这种方言也许蛮难学的，那就不

妨到此以华语发音方式轻轻松松学几句吧！

（武无～黑色）（罢霸～白色）（解借～紫色）（弱若～绿色）（产常～青色）

（巴悠～香蕉）（忽吕～腐竹）（道舞～豆腐）（寡义～瓜子）（依青～味精）
（谎牛～辣椒）（拔采～白菜）（鬼意～水果）（典倔～甜酱）

（女嘎～你爸）（女内～你妈）（女嫁～你姐）（性母～媳妇）（搂骂～夫妻）
（肉嘛～老婆）（以望～医院）（咪西～护士）（马蜡～警察）（偷删～畜生）
（典爬～疯子）（醒南～老师）（病鬼～冰箱）（兜悠～酱油）（舞逗～烫斗）
（陋友～老鹰）（走样～小鸟）（霸徐～巴士）（丢丢～橱柜）（呀起～夜市）
（也留～椅子）（手又～扫把）（嘛朵～马路）（西甘～时间）（敏咩～脸颊）
（咪麽～眉毛）（咪纠～眼睛）（妈摸～夜晚）（咋易～早上）（咋炸～早早）
（啊老～下午）（松吗～昨天）（痞又～鼻子）（痞类～鼻屎）（痞麽～鼻毛）
（卡麽～脚毛）（刹麽～蟑螂）（选店～商展）（嘴蝶～水池）（丑慢～草蜢）
（汤摸～尿盆）（宣宣～箱子）（退母～迟钝）（扫舞～师父）（仅迷～证明）
（丫酥～耶稣）

（咧巴～努力）（咩呗～不懂）（耸怕～打架）（锈外～幸苦）（谎窄～反正）
（惜窄～实在）（索掏～一只）（懂醉～涨水）（哦翠～接吻）（苟淫～结婚）
（惜百～失败）（扒弄～打算）（孔明～睡觉）（孔闹～午睡）（帖妈～哭泣）
（故午～还有）（故里～又是）（北背～每次）（选惜～相信）（喇查～肮脏）
（塔踏～干净）（阿北～下次）（丫依～顽皮）（惨麻～瞎眼）（差捞～木头）
（请难～清醒）（请怒～清楚）（写盖～世界）（嗡机～行情）（肿博～全部）
（柳六～所有）（咯百～糟蹋）（拿扭～小便）（响银～声音）（咔博～脚步）
（宋嘎～吵架）（傀续～开始）（惜我～失望）（意鲁～味道）（庞麽～遗失）
（偷丫～前头）（嘎局～教书）（倦比～准备）（卡摸～敲门）（运奶～忍耐）
（昂阿～黑暗）（咋电～早餐）（捡那～捐赠）（咩胆～不能）（昂昨～安全）
（按挤～安静）（蒋吟～正经）（蒋酱～真正）（腊鲁～邋遢）（嘎纠～捉弄）
（哑麻～野蛮）（惨够～淤青）（烈颇～离谱）（搂芽～差劣）（咩磊～不行）
（张西～暂时）（帮薛～平常）（裘意～戒指）（锁呀～输赢）（挺街～赚钱）
（选琴～相亲）（月悔～约会）（帮巴～平坦）（谎意～欢喜）（惨薛～商量）
（意雪～以上）（意阿～以下）（抢告～请教）（抢莫～请问）（狗急～交情）
（剧博～煮饭）（举插～煮炒）（蒋惜～真实）（嘎徐～假如）（骂雪～马上）
（索甲～一个）（索北～一次）（索嘎～一下）

（卡芽～脚踏车）（丫样～野孩子）（陋伙～老头子）（呸样～古惑仔）
（博吐～快吐了）（咩签～不新鲜）（扫错～扫屋子）（啃内～狗大便）

（恬宁～天上的星星）（揍躲～跑路的意思）（网完～～弯弯的意思）
（打达～干干的）

（摸孬～门）

（董某样～男孩子）（君女样～女孩子）（阿嗦写～下一世）（选咩搞～想不到）
（魔带野～没事情）（丫力海～很厉害）（丫闹夜～很热闹）（下博咯～吃饭咯）
（下倒咯～吃午饭）（下妈咯～吃晚饭）（下典宁～吃点心）（胡酒嫩～福州人）
（醒硬办～神经病）（阔卡溜～去玩玩）（山芭鲁～乡下佬）（冻咩带～顶不顺）
（咩大喊～不耐烦）（魔魔贡～乱乱讲）（竟敢哭～很困难）（精用矣～很容易）
（给给又～呱呱叫）（若老通～绿豆汤）（麽擦锈～不理睬）（偷咯北～头一次）
（吼啷样～年轻人）（敢阔吸～赶去死）（尽选女～很想你）（公咙波～一整夜）
（索嘎劳～一家人）（麽处泻～没出息）（麽左易～没主意）（八头魔～白头发）

（部落错～烦躁）（凄厉花～烟火）（妈腻痒～小猫）（钉退仰～铁锤）
（嘎嘎力～假假）（把懒颓～蝌蚪）

（麽撒划～表示一发不可收拾）

（阿哔酒～小男孩小便的地方）（爹立母～弟弟的老婆）

（贤陶仰～“屋檐头前的儿子”骂人养不大的意思）

（半恰里～“病赤痢”是咒人病倒泻肚子咒人死的意思）

（检挪况～“问号”怎么样？）

（肚里咯～“都是咯”表示赞同）

（酱你哦～“真是如此”表示认同）

（呗鼎月～“八珍药”一种煲汤药材）

（陪语律～不好意思）（丫趣米～很有趣味）（吧啷丁～晕头转向）

（惜你哦、洗咩～～“问号”是吗）（鼎索嘎、鼎拿麽～等一下）

（告搞、尽搞～很厚）（马杜、薛捞～石头）（马央、马你～猫）

（久旧、敬酒～很少）（典癫、金癫～很甜）（笔兔、笔测～橡皮擦）

（肚奶油、肚内有～惹人厌恶之意）（参物奴、楚露～粗鲁）

（说搞同哭～输到脱裤）（含七呗怪～怪模怪样）（孔咩咯咪～睡不入眠）
（咩唬喔咯～来不及了）（种舞索跟～总有一天）（巴雪巴咯～爬上爬下）
（波动雨咯～快下雨了）（轩东满乃～相当不错）（浆你浆你～是的是的）

（古原必理花～屁股开花）（沟咯阿麽麽～腋毛）
（女里古原劲炒～你的屁股很臭）（女力沟咯阿麽麽劲炒～你的腋毛很臭）

Kusabi by Oku Hanako

2010-06-04T14:40:00.000+08:00

Shuuden go no dare mo inai michi ni futari no kanashige na hitotsu no kage
Mou nido to mou nido to awanai to kokoro ni chikaiatta natsu no yoru

Tada soba ni iru dake de waraiaeta sonna hi ga tsuzuitekku to shinjiteita
Anata wo kirai ni naru kurai nara konomama futari de kage ni naritai

Saigo no kuchizuke fureru dake de itai yo
Itoshii kimochi ga afurete anata wo kowasu mae ni

Dakishimete anata no ude de ato ichi byou dake demo kou shiteitai
Mou kenka suru koto mo mou yakimochi yaku koto mo
Mou kao wo miru koto sae dekinakunaru no

Fushigi da ne dousite hito wa sugu ni mamorenai yakusoku wo suru no darou
Hito no kokoro wo tsunagitomeru mono nado doko ni mo naitte shitteiru no ni

Saigo no kotoba ga yasashisugite itai yo
Futari wa otagai no koto wakarisugite shimatta

Dakiyosete watashi no mune ni kodomo no you na anata no kami wo nadetai
mou yoko de warau koto mo mou yoko de nemuru koto mo
Mou namae wo yobu koto sae dekinakunaru no

Kokoro wo tsunagitomerareru mono wa yakusoku ja nai
Yakusoku wa jibun e no kiyasume nanodarou ka...

Dakishimete anata no ude de ato ichi byou dake demo kou siteitai
Mou kenka suru koto mo mou yakimochi yaku koto mo
Mou kao wo miru koto sae dekinaikunaru no
Mou aitakunatte mo mou iki ga dekinakute mo
Anata wo yobanai to yakusoku suru kara
Anata wo yobanai to yakusoku suru kara

【薄桜鬼】楔

2010-06-02T17:15:00.000+08:00

終電後の誰もいない道に　二人の悲しげな一つの影
もう二度ともう二度と会わないと　心に誓い合った夏の夜

ただ傍にいるだけで笑い合えた　そんな日が続いてくと信じていた
あなたを嫌いになるくらいなら　このまま二人で夜になりたい

最後の口づけ　触れるだけで痛いよ
愛しい気持ちが溢れて　貴方を壊す前に

抱きしめて　貴方の腕で　あと1秒だけでもこうしていたい
もう喧嘩する事も　もうやきもち焼く事も
もう顔を見る事さえ出来なくなるの

不思議だね　どうして人はすぐに　守れない約束をするのだろう
人の心を繋ぎ止めるものなど　どこにもないと知っているのに

最後の言葉が　優しすぎて痛いよ
二人はお互いのこと分かりすぎてしまった

抱き寄せて　私の胸に　子供のような貴方の髪を撫でたい
もう横で笑う事も　もう横で眠る事も
もう名前を呼ぶ事さえ出来なくなるの

心を繋ぎ止められるものは約束じゃない
約束は自分への気休めなのだろうか･･･

抱きしめて　貴方の腕で　あと1秒だけでもこうしていたい
もう喧嘩する事も　もうやきもち焼く事も
もう顔を見る事さえ出来ないのなら
もう会いたくなっても　もう息が出来なくても
貴方を呼ばないと約束するから
貴方を呼ばないと約束するから

Finally

2010-05-25T15:17:00.002+08:00

finally i told him oredi! not told but writting an email for him! bout thse problm i keep insde my heart long long time ago! but still he didnt reply me exact wat i want! =.='' mbe he still wana keep it up n avoid it? sigh! nvm oredi.. all not important anymore!

i still gt feeling on it... few so sad when reply da email... but i dont wanna reply anymore! i should let it go! better! da Best is dont contact n relay on him anymore...... haiz! wat a complicated situation n thnking now! dunno wat to sey n deal!

honestly, i do my part well, keep my stdy Up now! will push myself to busy mode i guest! n 4gt all da pass? haha! da oni thng is to pray to God! really need God Help!

i really dunno wat should i do now! haiz! really......no idea @_@ but i love him! i really love him! =)

2010-05-17T13:08:00.000+08:00

I'm back!!!

2010-05-17T12:45:00.003+08:00

hello blogger ><>

wah~~~ duno where to start from... is like too many thngs happen around! let start with recently news! =)

recently i get my way back to a life which christian must do! goin to church, prayer, bibble reading, praise & worship, & etc...
before this month, my temper was... like.. So defensive, n thnk of negative stuff? especially when my family or closes fren call me! i feel so Defensive! duno why. but then i realize... there is sumthng wrong bout me! jst seem not in the right path! sigh! on da 1st day of my new sem start, my close fren remind me of sumthng...n we talk bout tis in msn. he gve me a bibble verse,

Proverbs 3:5-6 ~Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight.

after reading it... i found.. yea... im leaving GOD far away oredi, im no longer put him as my 1st place in my heart! i do evrythng w/o thnking of Him. & i realize alot alot of thngs! like my study, life, family, frens, temper, & etc... this all need to be change! i told myself I Beatrice Must CHANGE from now ON! & 3 thngs that I must do everyday.

1. morning wake up >>>> Morning prayer
2. nite b4 sleep >>>>>Bibble reading for 1 chapter & Goodnite Prayer
3. OWes owes Put God at 1st in everythng u do!

with this 3 things u life will have some changes. it true! can feel it! but everythng must come frm ur heart ofcoz. haha~ what i do is for those christian which not owes able to attend church service everyweek like me!

For now... i realize, how God important was in our life! God will help us walk in da right path. =)
hope my lesson can help others out there! God love Us, He will never leave us.

Happy birthday Yangz!!

2010-02-06T20:48:00.004+08:00

missing sum1.. haiz... so sad!

his birthday jst passes 5 days ago! i hope i can celebrate wf him, but cant!
i dont evnt dare to sms or greet him. how am i gonna celebrate wf him?
but i hope he is happy now!
hope he has a great birthday too. & may god bless u owes!
Happy Birthday to u! =D
may be u dun evnt know or dont feel wana see or heard bout me.
but i still wana greet u! & i nvr 4gt ur birthday!

Boyz 2 Men - I miss u

2010-01-30T10:10:00.001+08:00

Baby I miss You

I've been feeling this emptiness for sometime
Trying make do
But my world has been so crazy
Living without u
I'm a man not ashamed to admit my falls
Now that I know
But the only thing that matters now
I should have never let u go
Now every night before I go to sleep, I pray
That the lord would someday some how
Send u back my way

Baby I miss u
I need to be back in your arms
I've never stopped loving u
My heart is where u belong
Baby I miss u
And for heaven and earth pass away
Lord please show me what to do
Tell me what to say
Cause we've come to far to let it slip away
Cause we've come to far to let it slip away

Couldn't understand many things in my life
And what u meant to me
Now I'm prepared to be everything that a man Is suppose to be
I don't wanna be alone no more
So then my heart can take it
That weeks have past
Since you've been gone
That I've thought that I could make it
Oh baby
So every night before I go to sleep, I pray
That the lord would one day somehow
Bring u back my way

Baby I miss u
I need to be back in your arms
I've never stopped loving u
My heart is where u belong
Baby I miss u
And for heaven and earth pass away
Lord please show me what to do
Tell me what to say
Cause we've come to far to let it slip away
Cause we've come to far to let it slip away
Baby don't know what else to say or do
Its hard to get through every night and everyday
Knowing I had u walk away
Its killing me inside
Feeling so strong I can't hide
So lord help me get through trying times
I'll do anything to have u back in my life

Baby I miss u
I need to be back in your arms
I've never stopped loving u
My heart is where u belong
Baby I miss u
And for heaven and earth pass away
Lord please show me what to do
Tell me what to say
Cause we've come to far to let it

Baby I miss u
I need to be back in your arms
I've never stopped loving u
My heart is where u belong
Baby I miss u
And for heaven and earth pass away
Lord please show me what to do
Tell me what to say
Cause we've come to far to let it
Baby I miss u

习惯

2010-01-26T01:08:00.002+08:00

习惯你的纯在，
习惯你的陪半，
习惯有你的背影，
习惯你的双手，
习惯你的问候, 习惯你每天的短讯
习惯有你的世界 !
不知不觉把"你"变成一种习惯了。。。
变成。。

我的生活习惯！

有时这些都变成我的坏习惯..
要改也改不掉。。
也许时间可以慢慢的把这些习惯给忘了.
但，现在的我。。。
什么都放不下，改不了，忘不掉！

想念你的每一天从来都没改变过。。你呢？
现在的我只能默默的守护在你身边，
等那时后到了你自然会明白。

Happy 2010

2010-01-03T22:53:00.002+08:00

Happy New year To all Bloggers, friends & families!!!

wow.. 2010... is a brand new year, new life, New challenge and NEw mission!
it's been a long time i didnt blog!
starting to get lazy n lazy! haha!
i thnk need to continue this task. Since i started it.
so i mst continue till da end of my life! right?

Now bck to sch at UCSI cheras! sigh! Uni life again loh! n getting poorer n poorer!

coz of da dam sch fees! super exp!
i wana finsh this stdy life ASAP!! so i can lighten my parents burden toward my sch fees!
so in this NEW year i Need work extra harder! really! n i MEant it!!!

haiz... studnt life! not easy also! lol.. but jst can enjoy it! right?
im glad that im able to go to church b4 i leave kch!
God knws wat i need n I know wat my mission as His Children!

really need get my ass start working on it! slur!!

i thnk tat all for tonite!! goodnitez guys! 2mrw new sem start!

p/s: God Bless U all

love,
w3n

我们所走过的一切

2009-11-16T20:11:00.001+08:00

永远的回忆

2009-10-31T13:44:00.001+08:00

周定纬 - 远在身边

不是每只船都不怕流浪的孤单
可是它们仍扬起帆
因为心中有个彼岸
也许有些路注定要一个人走完
所以背包总是塞满你所有温暖很暖

原来你一直在我身边
不管距离多麽遥远
就算乌云在眼睛里不散
你的笑容让我灿烂

原来你就在我的身边
不管时间怎麽疏远
所以就算我飞上了云端
只要想像你住在我心里我就心安

不是每片叶都不怕坠落的遗憾
可是它们仍然飞翔
因为身後树的棋盘
也许有些梦做起来才知道很难
可是一想到为了你眼睛就不会流汗

原来你一直在我身边
不管距离多麽遥远
就算乌云在眼睛里不散
你的笑容让我灿烂

原来你就在我的身边
不管时间怎麽疏远
所以就算我飞上了云端
只要想像你住在我心里我就心安

原来你一直在我身边
不管距离多麽遥远
就算乌云在眼睛里不散
你的笑容让我灿烂

原来你就在我的身边
不管时间怎麽疏远
所以就算我飞上了云端
只要想像你住在我心里我就心安

missing sum1

2009-10-27T17:11:00.002+08:00

i thnk it been quite long time i didnt thnk bout it! but..
why da song appear when i went in a shop.. playing da song of my sad memory!
after i listen i found out... that... i really miss him! sigh! why?
all these while i should forget it oredi! it jst my pass... but..
cant.. im addicted to da song again!
recall back da memory... yea.. it really sweet..
can feel it all da time!

"I Wanna Be With You
爱你好幸福"

really xin fu ma?
sigh! cant regret for wat i did..
n i will nvr regret for wat i have done n decide!!!

2009-10-27T17:06:00.002+08:00

Last Nite,

thinking of you,

one tears rolled out,

i asked why r u out?

Tear said there is Someone

sO beautiful in your eyes,

nOw there is no

Place for me .

陶喆 - 暗恋

2009-08-31T16:31:00.002+08:00

昨晚又再见到你你还是那么美丽
我紧张到话都不会说就傻傻看着你
渴望永远这距离就是和你在一起
醒来发现这一切都只是我的梦境

告诉自己要冷静却又无法不想你
我的懦弱已经开始让我讨厌我自己
是你对我有戒心还是我没有自信
可是谁也不能阻止我我要暗恋你
So lonely

So here I am, standing all alone.
在某个街头有个我在这里只为你等候
Here I am, waiting just for you.
开放我所有希望你能了解你能够接受
So lonely

今晚渴望再见你虽然只是在梦里
短暂的甜蜜也胜过了一辈子没有你
就算没快乐结局就算从此死了心
我要付出我所有诚意只要能感动你
我愿意

So here I am, standing all alone.
在某个街头有个我在这里只为你等候
Here I am, waiting just for you.
开放我所有我要为你怎么做你才接受我（才接受我）
我喜欢你（我喜欢你）我要你（我要你）
我爱你

So here I am, standing all alone（standing all alone）
在某个街头有个我在这里只为你等候
So here I am, waiting just for you.
开放我所有希望你能了解你能够接受
I'm lonely

故事就说到这里就算你们再好奇
我想说的都已说完了其余是秘密
在那某一个街头会流传某个旋律
那是我在轻轻唱着歌我多爱你 Jenny

Just For U

2009-08-29T12:06:00.000+08:00

Thx for the day!!! muaks~

2009-08-26T23:23:00.000+08:00

见面的日子和时间慢慢的减少，

想说的话也慢慢减少了，

有时也不知道要聊什么。。。

放空的时间很多。。。很多。。。

没有话题了吗？还是越来越陌生？

觉得我们之间真的很复杂！

好想念以前的时候，但是那些都过去了。。。

永远属以我们的回意。

2nd time ~

2009-08-09T23:38:00.003+08:00

i believe there owes a 1st time in our life right? haha! but this is 2nd time. 1st time is at Seoul airport.

today when to window shopping with our adik.. he wan to buy begs.. so accompany him to see all the around at midvalley. but than he start to buy all the facial care stuff.
from food skin > sasa > body shop > the face shop > sasa.
he got buy sum from ea shop except body shop! haha!

when he buy, i also follow see wat nice.. n bla... n i never buy all this facial stuff. my facial product all come from my mom. XD... n saw jeju spring water so i buy it down, n buy A toner.. n i duno whether it good for me or not.. realy 1st time buying toner for myslf. haha! spend kinda alot actualy.. but im satisfy wf it. XD

but b4 this, my 1st time is at Seoul, Etude house...
all crazy buying all those facial stuff, make up, BB cream. haha! but i rarely use all this stuff..
jst spend for fun! haha! kinda enjoy too...

gues that all for tonite.. having headache n wanna stdy for final loh~~ see ya...

p/s: all the best for coming final exam guys!!!!

心里的话

2009-08-08T17:43:00.006+08:00

虽然心里觉得有好多话想对你说，

坦不知从那里开始。。。

有时也没机会说，

也不知和谁说。

不说也成了一种习惯了，

慢慢的就把话给忘了，

也变无所为了。

想想不说也好，

不会打扰你，

你也安心的多了。

心里的问题永远数不清，

说了，也没有人会真真明白。

可以做的就是安蔚的话。

～水月公主～

im Lost~~~

2009-08-08T00:15:00.004+08:00

Good morning to everyone... it been a long time that i didnt sit down n wrte my blog already.. haha due to my lazy~ness.. >< .. btw, next week is our final exams week. so.. frm now onward need stdy liaw. XD

i bet some of u know that i went to Jeju island korea last month right? it was awesome trip, jst abit pity that we dont get to see the whole jeju. lol.. due to quarantine situation, we jst get to stay at the hotel since the 2nd day.

but we still enjoy it alot.. if we hasnt been quarantine, i dont think that we get to know n chat with each other. haha! i get to know some juniors n some dithyrambic pplz. n now is like when we see each other is like a big family. haha!

what we had gone through at Jeju, is no1 can experince it unless they with us.. haha! im realy appreciate it alot. n having so much fun while quarantine. we keep on thinking finding some activity to do lah n more...

when we come bck to KL, i believe most of us dont get used with it. lol.. our mind still at jeju. when i came bck KL, im still swinging around... still live in da pass.. haha! but we still have to get bck to our real life lah hor...

Yday is our choir concert... so happy tat our jeju choir get to perform again. haha! n it went very well n proud of it. haha! after the concert, all when to yam cha... n is a bIG Group of BLaCk Formal wearing ( like gengster ) goin into OLd Town cheras. haha!

i thnk this is musician life? after a hard work than sure all go yam cha n chit chatting. we good at gossiping also. haha~~~

1到10=我和你 ~ 范范+ MC HOTDOG

2009-08-03T22:50:00.001+08:00

1.1到10=我和你

范范+ MC HOTDOG

詞曲：黃義達 RAP詞：MC HotDog

有沒有人教你怎麼倒數愛的推理
堂教主我有一本1到10愛的秘籍
失戀多次的你是否已經沒了信心
要怎麼一開始要他對你死心塌地

(RAP)
什麼都可以丟
但別把愛愛愛丟了
怎麼會由愛生恨
你就快變成Hater
你的雲為了什麼變的黑的
你累了嗎
冷血動物總是比較衰的
喔愛在哪
唉如何變成愛
快把仇恨變塵埃
愛的魔術就像鬼斧神差
It's so easy L-O-V-E

再多一點的關心
愛不能只是句口頭禪而已

一段情兩顆心三個字是我愛你
無聊時就溜出去期待每天在一起
巴不得粘著你就這樣的不分離
十全十美的愛情從一到十等於我和你

(Rap)
愛的故事
就像你生病時照顧你的護士
沒有愛要如何度日
我們愛10個數字
1到10 或許不止1到10
其實愛俯拾即是
何必等良辰吉時
散播快樂散播愛
愛要及時和仇恨說BYE
有時候難以啟齒
但還要得說出來
愛有很多種
愛做很多夢
有些時候帶著很多痛
但是我愛人人人人愛我噢

有沒有人告訴你什麼是 Luvthematic
堂教主我這一本1到10愛的秘籍
散發你的魅力給你非一般的自信
Blink的Blink的每個男生對你目不轉睛

愛一個人真的會活在他影子裡
愛一個人只想活在兩人世界裡
從現在算起一到十愛的秘籍
就是等於我和你 Luvthematic 的愛情

One for All All for One
我為人人人人為我
One for All All for One
我愛人人人人愛我
One for All All for One
我為人人人人為我
One for All All for One
我愛人人人人愛我

korea loan advertisment~~` our favor move!!!

2009-07-31T14:45:00.001+08:00

s o r r y !!!

2009-07-12T12:52:00.003+08:00

sunday!!! jst wake up n bath! im already fall sick... wish can get better b4 tuesday. sigh~~ sad sad! actualy.. i gt sumthng wana tell sum1 but... since we no longer fren.. i no right to sms anymore. if u see this blog. hope u understand! n im sorry!

hmm.... im sorry of making this decision. this is not wat i wanted to. but i got no choice.. if i didnt make this decision, i duno wat will gona happen again! da more hurt , more tear, more arguement will happen. from the bottom of my heart im realy sorry to drag u in n make u active in RO. Coz, frm wat i see, u kinda lonely. so i hope u can join us more, talk wf us n hanging out wf us. but... ever since that u start to active, we all cool wf it. like wahhh!!! u change. haha. how nice.

what i promise? i didnt break it untill those thng happen. since it happen the thng i agree wf u cant work anymore u know? their is no meaning oredi. make u great but im suffer. fren dont do that, close frens dont hurt each other or shout or angry or mad ea other.
but do u ever hold ur promise? u sey u will sit there n dont need talk... but did u do dat?
mbe today u sey dun need talk jst sit. but, the next day u sey no pplz entertain u. i dun thnk u hold wat u said b4. n no 1 ever SHout at me b4. and that very dissappointed. calling midnite jst to ask y delete ur frens list? is over also.. u know i gt sumthng important goin on still wana call during midnite? fan also know wat happen!

i duno how u treat ur fren lah.. but, i feel tired wf the fucking attitude. realy. this is not a close fren will do. frm last time untill last last week, i realy treat u like my fren. how do u treat me? i duno also... evnt is close fren also gt a border line... sure gt a limit 1. dont over cross the line. n i believe that we told u b4.. jst u dunt undertsand n get wat we trying to tell u.

just sorry if my decision hurt u alot. hope u still live in good condition lah! take care always pals.. god bless u!

A.B.K amazing shopping~~~~ ><'''

2009-06-28T20:48:00.003+08:00

good evening ladies n gentlemen~~ haha! jst bck frm alibaba! actualy me n shan plan go out eat de. unfortunately, no electric city at da chinese stall, mcD, giant, pizza hut, A&W.. all no electric city!!! =.=''' so we decide go bck alibaba makan mamak loh! no choice!

nway... this is not da topic for today tittle... A.B.K amazing shopping, lol.. actualy it happen last few days (friday) but.. im lazy to upload my pic! haha! but now.. i gt da spirit to blog wat happen! ghaha!

here da story goes....

fri after aural class.. me n kaweng go makan n i go post my yiyi parcell. we go to da homecook unty stall makan... than kaweng call mimi come dwn makan oso.. after that we go giant... act me n mimi suppose to go for sum CME extra coaching. but... ngamngam my Tai yi Ma datang.. so pain so not goin! we shop at giant loh!

suddenly i duno why we stop at d baby section!!!... n hang there for so long.. thy looking at da nengchut!!! =.=... thn i said.. eh.. y r we stopping here...?? can we get moving? baur we continue buy da thng we want! after done.. thy return to da place again! ><'''' thy look see whch 1 nicer lah n so on! than thy decide to buy as collection! hoho~~ this realy zadao! no idea... but nvm lah.... AS COLLECTION ma... so.. we taking sum pic for thy collection! haha!

~ cute kaweng n mimi ~

do u spot anythng? ????

aha~~~ whn thy pay thy explain is for dog! lol.. this is da most funny part! amazing!!!

after we left... all keep it nicely into thy beg! ahaha! geng.. (story limited)

Genting Trip =.='''

2009-06-12T23:57:00.007+08:00

Genting Super Trip!!!!
by beatrice, karen, nicholas

yday afternoon.. me karen and cniholas decide to go genting. we gt aFree room! so i follow. wah.. so nice oh gt free room! who dun want to go right? so we wait karen fnsh her CME section tan we go! so we depart around 330pm! for thse who been to genting b4 sure know how was da road right? goin up da hill and many turn! WOW... very car sick! i omst vomit whn i reach da car park! tak tahan da turn and turn and speeding! although is using our own car! but still... will dizy and car sick! if use bas i sure die! cormfrm die oredi! lol..

after parking so we whn to da 1st world hotel lobby! than nicholas go ask bout da free room! "i'm sorry, there is no more ROOM" OMG! WTF! no more room? and 3 of use brg baju and come up so late, no ROOm! we were wandering wat r we gonna do? go home? or wat? sigh... u know.. is like wah.. ur hope r gone! i though thy oredi book da room! mana tau thy expect come up here gt many room due is weeksday! but i told them now is still sch holiz... hoho... DENGS!!!! die liaw! but bopien... dun let da No ROOM spoil our mood.. so we decide to go kai kai dulu..

play da indoor games and nicholas brg me go in to CASINO! this is my 1st time stepping in CASINO! wow is like so big so nice so many pplz so many smoke ... it was amazing! lol.. all da decoration are very very high class.. guest genting earn alot! lol.. make it so so so fancy!
nick explain those gambling games... n etc... but it was nice! lol.. FInaly . im officaily 21~~ lol..!

we ate our dinner at da mamak stall~~ da cheapest food at Genting.. is da stall near da cable car!. gt 1 mamak stall. da price is omst same wf our norma mamak stall! so nice! and.. during dinner time, we decide to stay over nite! as nick can go gambling and me n karen go kai kai! haha! we don mind slp in car! and we found a good place to bath! XD.. around 9 sumthng me n karen whn bck to car park and go bath! wow... da toilet water was... so so so COLD... n SONG! after bath feel so refresh! but than i start to sneeze oredi... untill now! argh!!! we rest in da car awhle till 11 sumthng tan we decide go out! if not very boring and nothing to do! no room... also! so we walk walk walk... tke pic.. and so on! (wasting time) =.=''' than nick go his CASIno n we go out frm da building to feel da cooling air! it was... Nice!! again SONG! hahah!

our last stop in da early morning is 3am at STARBUCK genting! i order Chocolate cream chip! sigh... spend my time at there... so can reach morning soon! than karen itu sudah omst fall aslp! haha!

but still we see many pplz.. and some are Youngster still hanging out there... macam parents no care? still underage thought! nwaday parents n kidz are so so DIff. lol.. duno how to sey!

around 3 sumthng? we whn bck to car park AGAIN! to tke some nap! me n karen slp in car! while nick slp at da !st world lobby!

SleEpiNg time ZzZzZZZzZZZ... 745am! ( i wake up at 6am) flu... and nose blocking! duno how to slp oso! so i gt panda eyes!!! sigh!

9am we go breakfast at mcD . I burntthe tip of my tounge during my 1st drnk! argh!!! untill now.. my tounge still... tastelest and numb... T_T... so sad!

after breakfast! we go buy outdoor theme park ticket! ea Rm44/- my money~~~ go bye bye liaw!

play game play game~~ etc.. many thng! lazy to wrte oredi! haha! da oni game i play twice is da SUngai Rajang! wow... very SONG! coz.. ada water... wet n Kinteo! hahah! da last time da most basah 1! i sit behind! lol... shout like bad! XD! but nice!

after that... we go buy some lunch! than on our way to CHERAS! i miss my bed! so... turun gunung.. oso i feel dizyy n wana vomit! sigh! CAR sick! i hate it! /pif pif!
on our way home.. i saw a newest GT R - skyline- wow... so so dam nice! lol..
reach home after bath than i terus tidor till 9pm wake up... cook some dinner tan untill now liaw! wana slp oredi!

tke k guys~~~ thx for reading!! XD

~ MUakz ~

SIen~~~~

2009-06-09T01:51:00.001+08:00

Argh...

Shirleen Invention? (our F5 Big canon)

2009-06-07T02:47:00.001+08:00

haha! Xbox 360 E3! super canggih man! i wan 1 also!

and another new creation ~ Milo!!

2009-06-06T12:44:00.001+08:00

kena TTagg again!! T_T

2009-06-04T22:26:00.002+08:00

1. Besides your lips, where is the favorite spot to get kissed?

duno~~~

2.How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
Dizzy and slpy

3.Who was the last person/people you took a photo with?
fan fan

4.Would you consider yourself spoiled?
Nop

5.Will you ever donate blood?
duno

6.Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
yes .. alot?

7.Do you want someone to be dead?
=.=''''

8.What does your last text message say?
no idea

9.What are you thinking right now?
finsh this tag

10. Do you want someone to be with you now?
hmm... can oso

11.What was the time you went to bed last night?
6am ><

12.Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?
duno ... im wearing pyjmas!

13.Is someone on your mind right now?
nop

14.Who was the last person who text you?
Kenneth?

TEN Lucky Person to do this quiz.

1. Zidaxx
2. Nana
3. BeBe San
4.Fan fan
5.ALex
6.Peggy
7.Wendy
8.Jolene
9.Skye
10. karen

15. Who is no.2 having a relationship with?
awww... shaman!!

16. Is no. 3 a male or a female?
Female

17. If no.7 and no.1 get together, would it be a good?
no idea!!

18. What is no.1 studying about?
working?

19. when was the last time you chatted with them?
jst a minute ago.

20. Is no. 4 single?
yeap

21. Say something about no.2.
my honey?

22.What do you think about no. 2 and no. 6 being together?
awww... thy dun evnt know each other.

23. Describe no.9.
hmm... kepo mah! lol..

24. What will you do if no.6 and no.7 fight?
imposible

25. Do you like no.8?
yeap!

2009-06-04T22:19:00.001+08:00

pasar malam ~ GH family meeting time!!

2009-06-04T22:05:00.003+08:00

haha~~ i mostly go out wf kens! waiwai~~ oni out 2 time! XD
but waiwai still da same! lol..

ini lah my beloved anak FAN Fan~~ tutup mata pulak!! nvm! i gt anotehr pic! whch i like alot! u so cute lah fan hehe! >>than kens mommy aku ( nenek fan) haha!

> it very tired yday~~ coz.. meet waiwai tem dulu thna whn waiwai pergi, fan come~~ and pasar malam is Flooded wf Pplz.. Human jam! cant evnt walk! duh! this is my 1st time go pasar malam till late nite! end up goin to mcD bersembang! hahah~~

> but im happy to meet all of them again! oni my anak is 1st time meet real life! haha! he so cute... talk alot wf us! hehe! thx u fan! he buy me pocky oso~~ frm HK! XD

> as for jiji he cant make it coz... kena buat 2k of mian bao (bread) kesian dia! if not.. realy family reunion! haha!

old timer?

2009-05-31T14:07:00.001+08:00

不要认为自己没有用

很多时候我们都不知道
自己的价值是多少
我们应该做什么
这一生才不会浪费掉

我们到底重不重要
我们是不是很渺小
深藏在心中的那一套
人家会不会觉得可笑

不要认为自己没有用
不要老是坐在那边看天空
如果你自己都不愿意动
还有谁可以帮助你成功

不要认为自己没有用
不要让自卑左右你向前冲
每个人的贡献都不同
也许你就是最好的那种

Ro BiRtHdAy PaRtY !!!

2009-05-29T02:10:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRRDAY RO's MOMMY!!!!

Mommy Birthday!!! so lucky all kiss u! ahah!

HapPy BirdaDay To u~
Happy Birdday To U~~~~~~
HAPpy Birddaay to Chaltron Chaw ( Riku)~~~
Happy BIrdday TO u!!!

=3

Shopping time~~

2009-05-24T00:33:00.004+08:00

haha~~ this oso!! duno wat we doin!

WOw~~ i like this post! nice nice! my skill not bad oso!

TAke at Shan's room!! haha! but is after we gt home from window shopping!!!

Playing wf my instax camera!! lol...

WTF Tagged AGAIN!! and is SUPEr DUPER LONG~~~~

2009-05-21T00:08:00.004+08:00

1.My Name : Suigetsu Wen

2.My Birthday : 10/11/1987

3.Who tagged you : Skye

4.Name 5 best friends:
Yang
Shan
Karen
Winston
WaiWai

5.What do you wished for birthday:
last year? hoho i 4gt oredi.

6.Happy things that happened recently :
alot oh~~ haha!

7.Most stressed about recently :
my CME coaching and major!

8.What is your dream about future :
hmm... be a good musician!

9.Do you have someone you like :
yea!

10.Will visit your ex-teacher in a classmate gathering :
Maybe.

11.Most happy to hang out with :
frens and fam.

12.If two of your friends were having conflicts :
better stay out! XD

13.Where is preferably the place to go with your lover :
beach, movie.. anywhre whch nice!

14.What to do in Christmas :
busy day! singing performing and etc.

15.Who do you want to celebrate Christmas with :
Love's 1? and fam

16.Bad habit on waking up early in the morning :
stop alarm! continue slp!

17.How many siblings do you have :
3 including me...

18.Favourite song (Female) :
alot~

19.Favourite song (Male) :
alot~

20.Favourite Colour :
Baby blue, blue and purple

21.Flush before using the toilets? :
if gt Shyt! yea! or dirty!!

22.Love me not? :
har?

23.Affectionate to guys or girls :
depends

24.What do you wants to shout out loudly :
STRESS~~?

25.Do you dare to go toilets alone in the middle of the night? :
yea.. but i seldom go toilet at midnite!

26.Will you take off your undies in while in the WC :
=.=''''

27.Who's the bastard :
duno

28.What's the current affection :
????? (blank)

29.Sleeps uglily :
no idea~~

30.Whats the time now :
12.20am

31.Do you hate the person who tagged you :
Nop

32.Weight :
secret!!

33.Weather today :
nite cloudy

34.Are you pregnant :
swt >< ( skye this all is stupid)
35.What will you do if you win a lottery :
sure spend lah! if not?

36.An activity that must be done while in the Uni -life :
travel in group?

【People Tagged】
Zidax
Bebe San
Peggy

＊1st thing before sleep :
drink water

＊1st thing after awaking from sleep :
fold blanket

＊Your idol :
duno

＊Favourite season :
Winter

＊Worked part-time before? :
Yesh..

＊Times worked :
many

＊Country that wanted to go most :
Japan , paris

＊Personality hated :
Duno

＊Are you a crybaby? :
sumtime.

＊You laugh alot? :
yes. everyday

＊Do you like to go out alone? :
Not realy.

＊What time you wake up if it was a holiday? :
11-12pm

＊Today's weather（Sunny Rainy Cloudy）:
Sunnny!!

＊Choose between Friends and Lover :
Lover?

＊Choose between Chances and Fates :
Fates

＊Are you narcissist? :
hmmm.... wat tat mean?

＊Is this questionnaire long? :
STupid quiestion!!

＊How to make yourself feel better every time? :
games~~~ chat wf sum1.

＊Favourite food :
duno

＊Do you like ice? :
yes

＊Are you full of happiness? :
not all da time

＊Which are the friends that you cared the most? :
All

＊Whats the most important item in your bed room? :
laptop!

＊Most consistent dream at sleep :
duno

＊Will you forgive a guy that is mentally disobedient? :
ok kua~~

＊Whats the meaning of life? :
God gift

＊Do you know？（See if you can answer this！）:
noe waT?

＊When do you hate me? :
duno

＊Like the day you were born or been into the society?:
yea!

＊Like Taoism or Confucianism？ :
NONE

＊Favourite cake? :
duno

＊Do you like sardins? :
no

＊Who knows you the best? :
God

＊IQ higher or EQ? :
IQ mbe

＊Computer or Mobile Phone :
both

＊Friendster or Facebook? :

now? FB!

＊Whats your wish right now? :
stdy to pass 2mrw quiz

＊Tired? :
da? yea!!

＊Favourite drinks :
watermelon jiuce, water!

＊What do you think of the humanity and personality of the person who tagged you? :

sum1 Too nice to tagged me! ARGhhh!!!

Wakao~~~ this is super duper long half hour!
Those been tagged MUST do this!!!
I check on ur blog!!!

Nice song~~

2009-05-14T15:49:00.002+08:00

Merry Christmas, Mr.Lawrence - Ryuichi Sakamoto

check this utube guys!! is a very nice song! i find it out frm shinhong and gt da music score oso! hehe! hope u guys like it too~ enjoy!!

anyway~~ some my fren ask why my blog been private for few days~~ sorry ah! now i open it again! lol! XD

CME SUX SUX SUX~~~~

2009-05-12T18:34:00.002+08:00

SO STRESS wf MY CME! ARGhh`~~~~`

i miss u guys alot~~~

2009-05-12T01:42:00.002+08:00

sigh~~~ wat a frens like?

but i miss my f5 f6 frens da most!! no idea! jst like hanging out wf u guys. and my beloved bro fren... and him! jst miss hanging out wf u guys at kch!

u noe? here is very lonely! sigh! jst i feel im so lonely... and empty! i rather stay at home at KL.. goin no whre.. on9 comment on wall.. play online game.. sigh!

MIss kch fellow so much so much~~ muakz! love u all!

welcome Bck?

2009-05-09T00:44:00.002+08:00

Hello guys~~ it been long time didnt Blog liaw~~ haha! hmm... im lzy put my pic in here~~ due cam pic size too big! need wait very very long! haha!

THis month new Sem start. NEw sem New day NEw Life? haha! hope it was. phewww~~~

hmm... holiz do nothng kena food poisoning loh and stay at KL!! arh!!

btw.. thx for visiting me oh! lol.. miss da time bein wf u! XD gues need wait a long time again!
sigh~~

p/s: this 2 song is so meaningfull to me! hope u guys like it! haha!

nitez~~

I Wanna Be With You

2009-05-09T00:38:00.002+08:00

徐婕儿-I Wanna Be With You

没力气
总是懒洋洋地

赖着你
怀里顽皮嬉戏

是该些事情
心里又甜蜜得

不想要不想要
睁开眼睛

我和你频率如此接近
没压力

自在作我自己
第一次感受

这种爱的决心
只想要只想要
和你一起

I Wanna Be With You
爱你好幸福
想要和你建造一个
爱的小屋

I Wanna Be With You
爱你好满足
享受最甜美的束缚
有你的呵护
我不再孤独

远在身边

2009-05-09T00:31:00.000+08:00

周定纬 - 远在身边
作词：藍小邪
作曲：鴉片丹
专辑：So What
★ 制作

不是每只船都不怕流浪的孤单
可是它们仍扬起帆
因为心中有个彼岸
也许有些路注定要一个人走完
所以背包总是塞满你所有温暖很暖

原来你一直在我身边
不管距离多麽遥远
就算乌云在眼睛里不散
你的笑容让我灿烂

原来你就在我的身边
不管时间怎麽疏远
所以就算我飞上了云端
只要想像你住在我心里我就心安

不是每片叶都不怕坠落的遗憾
可是它们仍然飞翔
因为身後树的期盼
也许有些梦做起来才知道很难
可是一想到为了你眼睛就不会流汗

原来你一直在我身边
不管距离多麽遥远
就算乌云在眼睛里不散
你的笑容让我灿烂

原来你就在我的身边
不管时间怎麽疏远
所以就算我飞上了云端
只要想像你住在我心里我就心安

原来你一直在我身边
不管距离多麽遥远
就算乌云在眼睛里不散
你的笑容让我灿烂

原来你就在我的身边
不管时间怎麽疏远
所以就算我飞上了云端
只要想像你住在我心里我就心安

Holiz HOur~~~

2009-04-19T16:50:00.004+08:00

Derene ^ me ~recover soon derene~~~!!

WU JI BYE ^ m3 ( actualy wana take straight position but... face too big~~ tak dapat masuk =.=''')

Huey chai Senior oh!!!! whose hadn at da back!!! ><

Silvia & tric3
(PAK POH ^ SA POH)

M3 and Terence AUUUU~~~

the sweet couple~~~ and m3!!! hahah

sibu li ah jia~~~ eileen lau !!!

Audrey Lee ^ me!!! (but karen and WUji duno do wat)

PC fair at KLCC

2009-04-17T15:42:00.005+08:00

this my far away cuz~~ justin kim jie ling

he is so cute and funny~~ Owes bully me! wat i do he sure sey "NEI"

ken & m3

sarawakian~~ karen ,winston, me~~

karen & me

yer~~~ this adik~~~

dam er xin this pic~~~ but geng!!!

da g3ng!!

karen and m3 @ nando's

sem6 choir concert!!!

2009-04-10T15:22:00.002+08:00

m3 and Ding he~~~
cute hair u got! ahaha!

Kak Kawai~~~

Yirui~Peggy~w3n
We so BLING!!!

Thx u~~~

2009-04-09T14:27:00.002+08:00

Pic time~~~
at poring land

Dear fAN FAN we didnt pakat de~~ jst duno why all so heart to heart! lol.. u da oni 1 diff ! so chun! and natural~~~ =P

This sem CME partner Kae Yun~~ thx!! muakz! we playing 2P4H haha! nice working with u!!

3Rd Job? slur~~~~~

2009-04-05T23:38:00.004+08:00

I MISS U YANG!!

ken~ YANG ~ m3

THIS IS 3RD JOB SPRITE NIA~~~

sigh~~~ why no 3RD job yet!!! but we all SS now!! haha!

Noodle - Yang - w3n - hong (toufu deAR)

m3!! MY future archbishop!!! lolx

~ MPO ~

2009-03-29T12:40:00.004+08:00

3 of us

Amy ^ me!! so kinteo!! take insde da toilet!! slur~~~

RO HOUR!!!!

all die so neatly!!!
1 roll~~~ geng!!!

this is at kawaii ro!!! Gm turn us into mini!! slur~~

ken~m3~yang (ken become more pretty liaw)

> DITHYRAMBIC choir <

2009-03-23T22:23:00.005+08:00

Welcome To Dithyrambic Choir Choral Voyage~~~

Rm10 ea !!!

Our stage manager!!! Kaweng!!

Th3 GirL cr3w

Crew of the Maid!!! haha~~ need hlp da guys iron thy scarf!!

kaweng~trice~wai~rene

Yvoon & the fish tank ^^ no idea @@???

yun~jos~w3n

KoKO ni Iru yo - SoulJa feat Aoyoma (chinese version)

2009-03-19T01:05:00.002+08:00

大嘴巴 - 永远在身边

Baby boy永远永远手牵手
一步两步一起走
永远永远要记得
我们要一起生活

不管晴天的时候
不管下雨的时候
不放开手到永久
我们要一起生活

眼泪她为你流过也为自己掉过
对于你们的爱她总是抱着坚强的笑容
错过那些时间谢谢她的守候
是时候紧紧牵她的手带她到你的城堡里

最近还好吗想念的心开不了口
枯想着妳有没有好好过担心着妳每天生活
你好吗最近如何照顾身体工作加油
我一个人也会勇敢好好过不让你担心多一秒
想念着每天每秒我们故事每天每秒说好的事
两个人一起散步是最浪漫的事
你是我的天使给我力量能够坚持

那些关心问候翅膀一样的双手是我最幸福的所有
心里面有你建的角落脆弱时我能够躲一躲
妳爱我像翅膀一样温柔的手我要抱着妳不要再错过
你的爱是最蓝那片天空 cuz baby girl I’m coming back home

Baby boy永远永远手牵手
一步两步一起走
永远永远要记得
我们要一起生活

不管晴天的时候
不管下雨的时候
不放开手到永久
我们要一起生活

幸福少了妳在身边不会完整
人潮中朝你走来那张可爱微笑的脸孔
这份爱不是悸动守护一辈子的感动
这段路踏着幸福的每一步一起牵着手

心疼妳会睡不好总是缩在床的一角
我要回来给妳依靠哄妳看妳笑着睡着
照片里你的微笑我们甜蜜得打闹
好希望微风把思念代替我亲吻你嘴角
想念着每天每秒我们故事每天每秒说好的事
约定好去看的风景爱谱成了诗
你就是我的天使给我力量能够坚持

阳光灿烂午后我又在街上走你的影子不再寂寞
想到你的身边到不了像个路人般看热闹
经过那个属于我们的转角走过两个人曾经逛的街
那些店还有熟悉的画面 oh baby girl I’m coming back home

Baby boy永远永远手牵手
一步两步一起走
永远永远要记得
我们要一起生活

不管晴天的时候
不管下雨的时候
不放开手到永久
我们要一起生活

没有办法想像那画面
一个孤独的背影走在小公园
一颗心需要暖一双手需要牵
故事要有美好结局需要两双手来写
永远不是只出现在童话里的梦
在身边眼泪加了蜜糖甜
这句点要完美画在无名指上
承诺的开始
恋人们要一起珍藏

SELFISH!!!

2009-03-13T15:58:00.003+08:00

PLEASE DONT BE SO SELFISH!!!

It wunt hlp u! ALL about urself? haha~ u sure doom 1 day!

be more cruel?

2009-03-13T15:47:00.002+08:00

good afternoon~~ konichiwa... sigh!!! bein at a terrible situation yday! but still need to go on! haiz..!! life sux!!

cleaning the rubbish worm all alone! and dam sum1 dun wana hlp! FUCk!!! u scare and feel geli.. so am I. but this is ur hse too.. u still can sit there do nothng and pretend nothng happen? WOW u so COOL man.. still can talk and laugh i da phone! sorry... i will jst look down on U.
Useless dont u? i thnk u were..! If i were u. i wunt be that! task task~~ kelian de ni! nway i learn my lesson! wat for i be so nice ? i wunt be so nice anymore. More mean and more cruel. for yday onward! dont blame me! i got no choice! Now i dun wan too much sharing! i talk less too! hah!

hmm~~~ yiyi coming frm holand 2mrw!! yeah! and im gona meet her 2mrw evening! fuyoh! and stay overnite at her new apartment!! slur.... she sey she bought my camera loh!! FUYOH!!1 thx u alot! SoNy~~~ u r mine! wahaha!!!!

practice practice practice - CME, jury~~~ busy busy busy!!!

btw... recently been thinking 1 thng! should i open my heart? or remain close!!! no idea! sigh~~ this been bother me for long time! sigh!!! ARGHH!!!!!!

time has come?

2009-03-09T03:11:00.003+08:00

how r u recently?
im not so clear or get to known bout it! since dat day~~ ,
since da day u bein so busy,
since da day u stress,
since da day u feel miserable,
everything change.

Everythng chnage in a sudden.
neither me nor u know right?
maybe i know! maybe i know!

Im sory for bein emo if i was. coz i realy cant hide infrnt of u!
sory for bein less topic.. jst i realy cant hlp myslf out!
sory if i had hurt u!
sory if i bein not understandable!
sory for bein not considerate!
sory for everything i had Done!

time has come! when the time is come, it time to sey goodbye!
history will begun!
no 1 noes how i feel.

having u around is a NEED for me.
Having u around can warm my heart.
having u around make my day brighter.
having u around make me smile.
having u around i feel much happier.
having u round is my desire.
having u around is my dream come true.
having u around my heart beat fast.
having u around make me save.
having u around i learn more.
having u around im in good condition.
having u around i can be my real self.
having u around is God greatest gift for me.

B - Tr|c3 RuL3s

2009-03-07T12:39:00.001+08:00

A Choral Voyage - Presented by Dithyrambic Singers‏

2009-03-04T14:07:00.002+08:00

"A Choral Voyage " Presented by Dithyrambic Singers

Dithyrambic Singers, will be holding a concert from 20-22 March 2009 in KLPAC (KL Performing Arts Centre). With this concert, we hope to share our love of music with the public and increase the awareness and appreciation of choral music among the people of Malaysia.

Founded in 2005 by Choral Director Ian Lim Kean Seng, our choir has participated and won awards in many international competitions, most recently being crowned the Grand Prix Champion at the 2008 Busan Choral Festival & Competition in South Korea last November. Being a local choir, we have decided to hold a concert here in our homeland to share our music with our fellow Malaysians..

Awards

Grand Prix Champion

Busan Choral Festival & Competition 2008, South Korea

Highest marks in both Mixed Classic and Ethnic Category

Gold Medal, Category Champion & Jury Prize Award

21st Century International Choral Festival-Oriental Concentus 2008, China

Gold Medal, Category Champion

1st Asian Choir Games 2007, Indonesia

The event details are as follows :

Date : 20 March 2009 (8.30pm)
21 March 2009 (3pm & 8.30pm)
22 March 2009 (3pm & 8.30pm)
Venue : KLPAC ( KL Performing Arts Centre )
Ticket price : RM 30 (Student), RM 50 ( Adult )

Kindly log into wedsite http://dithyrambic-singers.blogspot.com/ for more information.

For further inquiries, please contact KLPAC (03-40479000),
Terence (012-3636956), Connie (017-2233235),

IM sick!!!!

2009-03-04T13:01:00.003+08:00

Konichiwa~~~ jst get myslf up 45min ago? dam~~ i miss my mrning class and Piano class.. now realy dam sick.. i sneeze frm last nite till now. None stop! and i do eat medic.. 2 time summore. didnt get any better. midnite.. i realy wana slp.. close my eyes.... suddnly can hear water flowing, car sound.. and etc! 2am once, 4 am once, 5 am once, tan 7am alarm rang! but.. my eyes so swallen!! hsemate go sch~~ and bck! sigh! realy cant get a peacefull slp till late morning!

sux!!!!!

GOOD THNG~~

tis is choco walnut - SR

suddenly feel like to eat cake~~ so ask shan and winston go with me!! slur!!!

this is rapsberry cheese~~ shan de~~

hangging out wf Cherley aka Cher Ro frens but we very good! hah!

Ini lah edward and m3! hehe~~ he wana go japan next year! i wan go tumpang oso!

JSt get my gr.3 flute cert yesterday! hehe~~ i wana go till Gr.8!!!

Love story? is that hurt?

2009-03-01T12:54:00.002+08:00

Good morning~~ this few days, im lsiten alot to my fren bout thy prob! sigh! Love? complicated ma?

i duno oso! due i've been through alot too! kinda understand too!

2nd Collection?

2009-02-26T18:38:00.002+08:00

ADuh ofcoz not collection of Shin hong sleeping lah!! this not my collection. jst im so lucky i can capture he sLp AGAIn!!! muhahaha!!! coz i baru tell him u reading tat way u sure fall aslp.. mana tau haf hour later he realy SLp. WOW!!! GENG!!

this is Kenny zai wrte de... haha~~ very nice.. chun chun middle..!! thx thx ^^

This Baru my Collection!!! ghaha~~the writter is 邓秀茵
it a very nice Story book~~ hehe! simple and nice!
da story all very touching! hehe! =)

this is da 4 books i had collected from her! haha! all very nice stry. sum are connected! hehe!

Improvisation Due today? OMG!!!!`

2009-02-23T14:20:00.002+08:00

Wow... im jst done my impro assigmnt. dam. i duno it due today. and i dun evnt ask others bout it. and i jst busy wf my exam nia. kns. after theory exam, i go ask winston bout da midterm. he sey due today. i was OMG.. die liaw. i dun evnt start yet. tan i come home find video and start get my ass on chair and wrte. frm 10am till now.. wow.. 3 video kao tim. now is i send my paper work to gale ask him check through my grammar.. hahah! will pass it at 4pm later. phew.. thx god.

last nite i call my teacher ask bout da news of our AG admin. she letak jawatan liaw! muhaha~~ finaly ggg... tan gt a new admin cme in. but is like Vla che last time. do 2 job. teaching and admin loh. i thnk lah. hehe tan suddenlt tcher ask wat did i gt for my valentine. i sey nothng. lol.. ask He gt buy me anythng ma?i sey nop! lol..

Tan nite time. sms wf poi poi hon and crap crap bout getting girl thngs lah coz i tell poi poi shan cuz wana kahwin d. tan he ask not shan har? lol.. i sey nop but i gt ask shan to get a bf liaw. lol.. i sey shan not bad ask poi poi wan ma. poi poi hon sey dun wan. lol...

and i gt tell poi poi hon bout tcher ask de thng... tan poi poi hon sey.. actualy he plan wana fly here to find me. i was OMG.. realy or not.. he sey yea.. is true.. is a secret planing lah! ><>
but.. whn i get to noe.. im happy d. lol realy happy loh! thx u ya poi poi hon! muakz =3 love u most! haha!

CASIO CDP- 200R

2009-02-21T23:52:00.003+08:00

This Is my New portable Piano! Buy this afternoon.. at Ben working place. Guitar Store! Rm2990... no chair and pedal... add in all total RM3258. but got discount lah!! so it wunt cost me alot! = RM2800.

it heavy touch~ sound quality not so good as yamaha lah.. but gt many function. and da touch is Better tan yamaha!! haha~~ im kinda satisfy

after setting up, we plan go IKEA.. tan i buy errm... buy shoes rack. and other thng cost me around rm60.20 haha~~

tan winston go find fish~~ and i go Popular buy book~~~ colection actualy~~ haha! rm55 fly... T_T.. after done shopping heading home.. and so tired! haha! gale keep kacau kacau nia!! skyping wf him no. lol... mendokse!!! =.='''

see da light? very nice right? haha!! love it so much~~ @@

WOW~ this kitchen is awesome!!! i wan my future house is somethng like this! slur~~~~ ^^

this is yday~~ play badminton time~ shan tke de photo!! beatrice vs karen!!!!!

Sory To Poi Poi Hon Hon!!!

2009-02-20T14:30:00.003+08:00

Poi Poi hon~~ i feel like this few days kinda bad tempered! >< '' like keep argue wf u in msn! haha! very very sorry ah! T_T... my bad! hope poi poi HOn No angry! =P...

mbe no water no bath very bad tempered! lolx.. gt bath sure happy! sigh~~ still feeling guilty~ suddnly aneh!

Miss u da most poI POi hon~ muakz!!

WATER!!!! I NEED WATER~~~~~~

2009-02-20T13:54:00.002+08:00

Sigh~~~ It been 2 days.. ANgkasa No water liaw! Oni my block eh! So SIen.. yday is thy fix da pipe.. around 6pm than got water.. but during nite time, i heard Sum1 laffing outside da corridor and gt Loud water splashing sound! I though thy washing house or wat. but than whn shan go toilet. she sey NO WATER!! mean thy spoil da PIPe again! WTF!!!

this morning wake up still no water.. bopien need use mineral water wash body 1st! tan go sch exam.. come bck go kaweng hse bath! ISh~~ dam i realy cant live w/o water man! water so important to me! other might can tahan. I cant!!!! 1 day atleast need bath 3 time!! suffering no~~ jst now go kaweng hse tke 3 bottle or water come home! T_T....

today History exam.. but we oni get to do listening! bocz da photocopy pplz make mistake.. another haf exam postpone to tues... T_T... still need stdy again! =.='''...

ANGKASA SUX!!!

Recital~~~

2009-02-17T20:42:00.002+08:00

Today is my recital~~ playing bartok bulgarian rhythm no.2!! as usual, get nervous at da ending! and im da last person to play!!!

play wrng note! and kinda rush! but... after bow, i cant resist to laugh~~ close my mouth and laugh~~ but.. i heard by fren( audience) laugh at me oso~~ T_T....

haha~ than 1 of my fren ask beatrice y r u laughing? haha! so swt =.='''''

History class ~ as usual --> Boring! haha! tan go yamcha wf jai wei and peggy!! crap loh! till my CME time (4-5pm)

Now, tune in Japan radio!! many nice song actualy! slur!!! Tohoshinki song nice oso! why do i love u!

2mwr THEORY QUIZ AH!!!! I dun understand wat JUstin teach!!! sigh!!!! T_T

Valentine's Day?

2009-02-15T11:26:00.005+08:00

Good Morning every1!! ohayougozaimasu... hmm.. whre to start? yday morning wake up around 1045am. tan do hsework.. after i done, sure will go bath! but whn i get into da bathroom open da shower... water getting smaller and smaller! Shit liaw... sure No water. mana tau realy no water.. tan i call to karen hse ask can i go ur hse bath? haha! frm block B to blck C bath! ><'''..

after bath~~ hang there awhle! suddenly gt door bell.. eh i was thnking who might it be! WOW is MomyBoy gf. she shock oso why im there. But.. b4 tat, i ask Mommyboy eh u no go paktoh wf gf ah? he sey gf gt lesson cant go out. oni night time loh! haha... mana tau her gf suddnly pop out.. tan i noe is a surprise. haha! but whn she come in, MomyBoy still in his bed watching movie.. so we hlp DD move all da thng and setup da fish tank! after done!!! TA DA~~~ Momyboy valentine present. haha! but tan we all got to go oredi. let Momyboy and DD hve their couple time! lol..

karen them go watch movie.. i stay at home slp. muhaha~~ save money! tan shan come bck go eat tan go giant buy sum food loh! we out of rice! need rice to cook! lazy wana eat outsde! XD

tan around 10sumthng... Poi POi hon sms me.. sey wana talk to me! whch is very very bad news.. i might dun like it! swt!! but is true i dun like it.. He got an accident! OMG!!! but thx god he and his mom ok.. jst car bmper drop haf inch. but da frnt car.. pengent loh! he need to ganti for it! sigh~~~ kelian! /pat /pat... muakz!

Ro.. rael tell me most shocking thng! aduh!! this darling realy.. complicated! haha! but i will talk wf u private lah! hehe~~ =P
and~~ Sum1 comfess again!! WTF~~ ish ish!! duno how to settle!! ARGHH!!!

Powerfull Word

2009-02-13T23:07:00.004+08:00

Read Slowly...

Have you ever wondered which hurts the most?
Saying something and wishing you hadn't?, or
Saying nothing and wishing you had?

I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say.Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them.
If you do, they might break your heart...if you don't, you might break theirs.

Have u ever decided not 2 become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already

had with that person?

Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't.
You can't tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own........when you least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to.

Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you?

Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much...for fear that the other person does not

care as much, or even at all.

Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle?

We tell lies when we are afraid... afraid of what we
don't know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us.
But every time we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows stronger.

Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump.

Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have done, or could

have had.

* What would you do if every time you fell in love you had to say good-bye?

*What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there?

*What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? (even if it is that you don't care anymore)
*What would you do if you loved someone more than ever and you couldn't have them?
*What would you do if you never got the chance to say I am friends with all of my family and they know I love them?*

People live, but people die. I want to tell you that
you are a friend.

If you died tomorrow (God Forbid)
you would bein my heart.
Would I be in yours?

You might be best friends one year, pretty good friends the next year, don't talk that often the next, and don't want to talk at all the year after that.

So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life,

I look up to you, respect you, truly cherish you , most of all I CARE about friends

Remember, everyone needs a friend someday you might feel like you have NO FRIENDS at all, just remember this e-mail and takecomfort in knowing
somebody out there cares about you and ........... always will..

I care about YOU !!

Sad & Happy?

2009-02-12T22:55:00.002+08:00

after badminton today~~ home bath!! tan lazy go class d. till 1 sumthng go buy birthday cake wf nicholas! today we gonna celebrate our Piano teacher Ms.Joyce birthday! hehe! this is da 1st time! lol.. after celebration, i go sch observe CME!

on9 and gaming! sigh! but.. realy unhappy stuff happen! Jeff not like Hong. argh~~ so complicated! tan who fren Him is His enermy.. and im jeff jie also Hong's wife... Im a stranger he sey!! T_T... jeff didi.. this word very hurt oh!!! sigh! after tat go crap crap wf edward~ tan feel better.

and hong sey he wan quit Ro oso.. omg.. i was... shock.. and super sad! realy dun wan him to leave me. i has been hanging in and out wf him for Years oredi.. now wan quit? i feel so so... T_T..... i miss u alot!!

but da most happy stuff is... Rael (darling) gve me a valentine present! gues wat? is my dream head gear ( kawaii ribbon) omg!!! tat need 1 solar price to buy it! but now ? Rael Giving it to me~~ this is super duper happy liaw!!! Kawaiii ribbon!! MUakz!!! MUakz Rael~~~

hmm... Poi POi hon sey wan buy me a puppy whn he come~~ slur!!! so sweet! but.. i scare i cant jaga leh~~ =.=.... sigh~~ haha! poi poi hon wan come Kl loh! hehe! cant wait! poi poi hon call oso!! hehe~~ so many thng to tell... but.. No time! he so busy! lol.. wait next time tan! muakz~

My Beloved PSP 2000

violet~~

Badminton

2009-02-12T11:35:00.002+08:00

shan & winston playing!!!

ahahah~~~

today go badminton at 9am~~ while im still in sleeping mood!! omg. i dun wish to get up! but no choice.. shan oredi book da court! sigh!! she keep knock on my door nia!!

this da 1st time i miss my ball alot of time~~ mind still sleeping!! haha!

wow.. i late to histry class.. sigh!! skip class liaw!!

learning~~

2009-02-10T21:59:00.003+08:00

WoW... jst had my 2nd Voice class. hmm.. realy many thngs to learn. and will i be a singer? hah!! no clue! but teacher sey i got a powerfull voice!! mean good~~ can be singer..haha!

today teach about.. using chest~~ Chest voice, and head voice.. head voice, need to lift our chin Up.. .. Chest voice frm G3 - F34.. Head voice is G4 onward. Ian wan me to reach C6. ><>

our air? is frm ur stomach... expand da air till both side of waist. Not on belly!! there are 2 ways of breathing and usign ehad voice.. wat i learn is da correct ways.. Italian style!

we need to start frm da basic technic and classical style! haha!

「ツバサ・クロニクル」　オリジナルサウンドトラック　Future Soundscape Ⅱ

2009-02-09T21:07:00.003+08:00

Tsubasa chronicle -　Future Soundscape Ⅱ
(09/02/09) Rm19.90

My collection soundtrack of Tsubasa chronicle animation

slur~~~ still lack of Future Soundscape III

FArking people!!!!

2009-01-29T22:08:00.002+08:00

DAM FARKING ASS !!!! Act so cool? u though u so ke si meh? jst a small brat. cant control urslf... & EMO~~~

MOM pempered U too mUch!!! fark OFFF.... Duno Y mOM no scold u! if me, sure i slap u D! gve u Face sumtime!!! task task~~~

KAmkai lah sumtime...

HapPy ChinEse NIU y3ar

2009-01-29T11:35:00.003+08:00

hello~~~ hapy Niu year!! wah!! it been feel day no update. busy in visitng haha. now finaly free coz? big rain since last nite. most place flood! lol..

behind got river, cant see da road anymore....

Qu Yi

go out grandma hse! pai nian... tan go to elderer hses after tat home. dad & mom 's frens datang! lol...

New style ^^

Cut3 little cuz, Natalie

Qu Er

go to my grandgranmother hse at bau, although she not around anymore. but we still need to go visit. hehe! i miss tat place... owes full with animal. like chicken, duck, dog, goose, mini chicken, fish pond, coco tree, crops, & etc....

Qu San

Open hse

early morning... join my church tuan pai! oni go few hses. haha! after tat i join my F5 classmate, continue my journey. lol.. can sey is my 1st time joining them! kinda tired lah! go untill 9 sumthng than i reach home.. phew!! leg pain.. but realy hve fun wf thse crazy dude! haha! and many funny thng happen oso!

Now do nothng.... continue on9 till rain small and can go out buat acc... haha! i thnk tat all for now. see u guys

Happy NIu year

Love,
w3n

Hom3 Sw3ets HomYy

2009-01-23T23:19:00.003+08:00

W3lCOme Home~~

finaly im home bck to kch! today flying wf AIRbus303! geng! dam i like flying wf airbus! haha~ got good food oso.. lol.. but i jst feel tired and slpy. sleep all da way.
and can sey 90% is chinese.. most of them r fam wf small children.

i saw feel little girl.. and was thinking if i was little girl again.. wat da feeling i feel. haha nah... now oredi 21 liaw. so far frm imagination. hehe!

eat at home today..wow i miss home cook. hehe! got chicken and fish. If i cook, no such good food. lol..

after eat i tell mom.. tat i wana watch TV.. is like so long no watch TV.. haha! tan watch anime loh.. tat wat i usualy do recently. do nothng besde practice.

& show off my new cloth wf my bro. haha! all got hood. got 1 new cloth hvnt wash. ^^

jst clear my debt. phew!! thx god! finaly done!

haiz.. and im looking for tsubasa chronicle soundtrack future soundscape II. im so addicted to it! u guys can check it out at my mUsic player (forbidden music)

1. yume no tsubasa (duet ver)
2. Lost wings

this 2 will be in my top list now. haha! hope u guys like it too! ^^

tat all for tonite. take care guys. and HAPpy Chinese New Year! muahaha!!!

Lov3,
w3n

p/s : miss my honey... sob sob T_T...

Goin Hom3~

2009-01-23T11:24:00.002+08:00

finaly friday~~~ haha!finsh class at 10am. home bath and keep my stuff. prepare to go home liaw!!

ai kueh Ni loh~~ tong tong tong qiang!!! Ang pao Na lai~

haha! hmm... recently feel lonely! very sien!

mbe, he still not yet realise or change like he use to sey, wana change to be better.

nway~~ on giving up way now! lolx..

btw~~ wana cook for lunch! bubye!

~muakz~

Lov3,
w3n

my Beloved

2009-01-21T23:22:00.002+08:00

The Garden CNY decoration. looks like japanese style right?

i realy love this decoration

Make me feel very warm in heart ~~

MUM MUM~~

This is my Beloved Mushroom~ name Spory!! he so cute! haha! muakz!

m3 ~is aLl about m3!!

2009-01-16T00:21:00.002+08:00

F6 Gathering!! ^^

2009-01-03T14:31:00.004+08:00

ChI3n ^ m3

Lu3n & Cr@zY ChIen

Li L3ng ^ Me

3 Crazy people

~~~~KisS K|ss~~~~

loo Bong & me

Doulos

2008-12-28T20:46:00.000+08:00

He so Cute