Sem end!

today is da final exam of music history 2. phew... finally we reach da end of sem & it like oni 1 month class dat all. but glad that it finish liaw. hope can do well & Pass this music history 2. im tired of repeating this course. it very suffering to attend history class. dam bored, & da lecture is like owes cant finsh his course outline at da end.

today final exam.. still Ok i guess. can do lah! hope can pass lah! do my best d. study hard wf my fellow frens during past few weeks. few kinda bored oredi. ahah... coz all this time is busy wf stdy & exam & term paper , now is finish that why we feel like nothng to do. haha... that normal lah hor? waiting da time to go home kuching. might goin bck on 25th ( mon ). but still hvnt get da air ticket. called my mom to buy air ticket oredi. so jst wait for da news.

mom sey grandma gt fever today. haiz... she go help her wash body, medicine & wash da wound. hope ah ma can recover ASAP. dun wan keep let her stay at Gh all this time. i thnk she miss home too. right? ah ma.. fast fast recover ah... we all waiting u come home. & Ji ku & yiyi is coming bck soon liaw! we need u home with us. i goin home see u soon k? dont worry! i'll miss u!
ah ma... u still need see me graduate u know? i want brg u come KL see me Grad ah. ^^ tke k yea.. GOd be with u all da time. dont worry.

><... tat all for today lah. my Pigu so pain now.. T_T

Love,
Jia Wen

Study day!

jst finsh 2 drama after bck home frm CME exam & secret recipe cake! =D

having CME exam frm 12.30 - 2pm. then go for PAss class at 2- 3.30pm. then chia my Soloist secret recipe cake.

Thx God for guiding me through my CME exam jst now! very very thxful manage to get it all through, although im not da best! but for me myslf it conside Not bad, due i didnt get mess up n nervous. use to hve Performance anxiety. whch is very very bad! but really thx GOd for bein there guide my all da way. =D

tonite need to do much much stdy for 2mrw history exam liaw! OOShh! Hope can do it well & finsh cover everythng i need to do. thnk that all for now! Bye...

Love,
wen

History Sunday!

jst finish studying wth my fren today.we took whole day to finsh da history 2 listening & score reading. it very tiring, need to pay alot of concentration on whre is the 1st theme, transition, 2nd theme , Full tittle , composer, year. really alot alot of thng to do. but... cant cover everythng. Tues will be da DATE of da final exam.. & this sem is SUPER pACK! like PACKING sardin FIsh in da can. everythng Squeeze together. & we finsh out stdy in 1 month ? if cut off the holiz and weekends. for degree program is like XIAO! duno wat UCSI is doing. memang XIAO! =.='''

haha.. but thx to jun ling, come stdy & do revision wf me today! if not i thnk i still not yet finsh da listening. 2 brain is better than 1. right? coz can hlp ea other up! haha! 2mrw i gt CME exam frm 12.30 - 2.oo than go on wf PAss session 2- 3.30. after that Need PIA again! tues will be da final exam! Wish all of us All da best! & must Pass this Stupid HIstory 2.

didnt watch any drama yet... feel like watching. but d line is too laggg... should slp early tonite. so 2mrw get up early to practice and go to sch! need practice wf my Soloist b4 go for exam! so worry about my 3rd song. i cant play it well.. once get nervous, everythng is GONe... kelam kabut at da ending! DAm...

that all for Sunday. God Bless! nitez

Love,
wen

Bad News Ever

today i get a bad news from my mom around 3 sumthng... i really duno wat can i do to make it better or sumthng i can do for my grandma...

mom sey, Doc call up my grandpa to call all da family member to GH. Doc sey, it better to be prepare that anytime grandma will leave. i was shock when i heard this from mom.. last few week she still Ok.. i call her.. & she still can talk to me, event is da word is not clear. but i know & understand what she talking. she told me that is bored, so i ask her to ask ah kong brg u go out see flower & blow some fresh air. She sey yea... she did go out. =) dat time i was so happy coz... she seem getting better. but after since than i didnt manage to call her on time! too busy wf my studies. sigh....

now, coming to final on tues. i hope she can hold on till im bck! im coming very soon ah ma... =...(
mom sey dont buy air ticket for 26th oct 1st. scare need to change on da last min. wait da time come than can get da ticket!

i really dunno what can i do now. dunno how also... so so tired! Dear father Lord, pls help to tke good care ah ma for us. She love u & love all of us very much!

sometime feel so lost, like no emotion at all. duno how to face it. haiz... use to have sum1 to share wf me last time. but now.. no longer anymore. keep all to myself. no one that to relay on, dont hve a place to stop but jst can keep moving on and on. hope can find a place to stop & rest sumtime. but i guess there is no longer this kind of place for me anymore.

p/s: ah ma... get well soon ah! Jesus is With u all da time! he love & tke good care of u! i go home soon liaw! buy sumthng u like for u ya.... miss & love u owes!

Love,
Jia wen

Brand New Breeze ~ Kanon

isn't it a beautiful song? dont know why i like this song.. but.. i can feel that... i feel peaceful when listen to this song. suddenly i feel that it Ok to let go! and is like there is nothng matter anymore. haha!

mbe, i can let go of him now. dont hve any hard feeling like last time anymore! XD

usually will feel that... sourness in the heart! but not this time! no more sourness... no more unwilling! nway i will put it in GOd's hand.. He know wat the best for me.. =) thx u Lord.

Hari raya?

helloe fellow frens... how are u all? hope u all doing fine! =)

it very bored waiting for my 3pm flight to boarding at 230pm. too bad im not in bck for holiday... but to visit my grandma.... b4 it too late? jst dont want to feel regret next time! so mst go bck now.

grandma admitted to Gh since last week, till last nite doc let her go off but... need to send to nursery care. sigh...... i hope she can get well... but.. high chance wont be get bck to last time any more. this is my 1st time experience all this situation... sometime really cant tke it anymore... so tired.. & im wanted for more & more thng to be done by God... wishing God can hlp grandma. mbe im jst ein selfish.. coz i dont want to lost her. but wat to do? God plans no 1 can change.. mbe it time to let it to God hands.. we cant control everythng... we done have da power.. but GOd Does.. Coz he is out Mighty God which love us more than any1 else..

last time might thnk some time ah ma too loso... coz she want to find sum1 to chat wf her... but all too busy to reply & not being patient to hear her stry... now... i cant wish she can chat wf me.. but she wont talk anymore.. x_x

very hard feeling... duno wat can i do to hlp her.. really not in Our hands anymore liaw! but i know God will tke good care of her.. =)

lalalalalal...... i thnk that all for now lah! blog againt next time!

AH mA.... Im Coming Bck to see u Now... =) Love u!

M3 & dearest great ah ma ( Kl b4 she go to HK for vacation)

Jaeson Ma ONly Love Music Rally 18.08.10

I went to Jaeson Ma music rally last nite... it was awesome..

actually 1 of my fren is goin wf me.. but, around 530 he call up sey.. i gt important thng to attend tonite. can go with you. ask other tke the ticket. in my heart i was wandering Dam U... Wat more important than listen to God's words. im kinda piss off actually... than i start to thnk should i go or not? but my heart sey, Nvm.... JSt go for it.. Alone also can Go! So i make my move n prepare to go out! Putting few wall post on my facebook! hoping sum1 will join me! but... none reply! it true that i gt alot of frens... but frens that have the same heart wf u? and know u well? are less then 5! =)

when i reach tasik selatan LRT station is around 730pm? suddenly, i saw a junior wf a gal! at da same station... so he come n greet me! asking me whre am i goin? so i tell him goin to jaeson ma music rally. i was thnking he might not interested at all... but whose know... he turn out n sey WAH.... u goin? I wanna go... I pray for it all this time, wish can go for the 1040 movie n da music rally. So i sey i gt 1 xtra ROzk zone ticket. U wanna follow me? (hahah) HE sey OK... but... sad is he had to FFK his fren, but thx god for a fren like her... she kinda understand n know He wanted to go so much.. now is da opportunity, he sey U go lah! XD thx god!

end up we goin togather, & is like... da time is ngam, n meet da right pplz to brg along? he is not yet baptize and i hope he will Soon. ^^ during our journey, big rain all over KL was thnking oh dam i didnt brg any umbrella... but he did so we share lah! XD n not so big rain after we reach Maluri station. so we run to PGRM!




the music rally program gt dancing, praise & worship by Star PArk member, JAeson Speech & Caleb.

Pastor Jaeson really remind me alot alot of thngs that i read on DrIVEN LIFE PURPOSE by Rick Warren..

Passion - I got Passion Purity - is cool Holy - is awesome

Love - Love god, love ur self love ur neighbour

Trust in Him Trust Jesus is My Lord My king , Im his Disciple, Be more like Jesus, surrender my soul & my heart,

Tell jesus Help me & Save me. I need him. (you is all i need, you is all i want, you everything You everthing)
We are not perfect, that why Lord Jesus Christ Die for us in the Cross... To tke our sin n make us perfect. BELIEVE IN HIM!

Trust HIm, Have FAith in Him! Love HIm Like he 1st love us... (How great is our god, sing with me How great is our god, and all will see how great is our god)

But is start with Obey, Bein Obedient & love God! u find all u want!

it alot alot to share with you all... haha! if you experience urself, u will know, God love is Undiscribedable! like Pastor jaeson sey.... not bout religious or wat... Jst Trust N believe in Jesus Christ is The LORd.... not care wat religion are you right now! JSt Trust In JEsus Chirst is OUr Lord King of all!

p/s: jst can sum all is Great.... God Love God Grace is Great..... Unlimited Love!

Pastor Jaeson Ma