be more cruel?

good afternoon~~ konichiwa... sigh!!! bein at a terrible situation yday! but still need to go on! haiz..!! life sux!!

cleaning the rubbish worm all alone! and dam sum1 dun wana hlp! FUCk!!! u scare and feel geli.. so am I. but this is ur hse too.. u still can sit there do nothng and pretend nothng happen? WOW u so COOL man.. still can talk and laugh i da phone! sorry... i will jst look down on U.
Useless dont u? i thnk u were..! If i were u. i wunt be that! task task~~ kelian de ni! nway i learn my lesson! wat for i be so nice ? i wunt be so nice anymore. More mean and more cruel. for yday onward! dont blame me! i got no choice! Now i dun wan too much sharing! i talk less too! hah!

hmm~~~ yiyi coming frm holand 2mrw!! yeah! and im gona meet her 2mrw evening! fuyoh! and stay overnite at her new apartment!! slur.... she sey she bought my camera loh!! FUYOH!!1 thx u alot! SoNy~~~ u r mine! wahaha!!!!

practice practice practice - CME, jury~~~ busy busy busy!!!

btw... recently been thinking 1 thng! should i open my heart? or remain close!!! no idea! sigh~~ this been bother me for long time! sigh!!! ARGHH!!!!!!