Finally

finally i told him oredi! not told but writting an email for him! bout thse problm i keep insde my heart long long time ago! but still he didnt reply me exact wat i want! =.='' mbe he still wana keep it up n avoid it? sigh! nvm oredi.. all not important anymore!

i still gt feeling on it... few so sad when reply da email... but i dont wanna reply anymore! i should let it go! better! da Best is dont contact n relay on him anymore...... haiz! wat a complicated situation n thnking now! dunno wat to sey n deal!

honestly, i do my part well, keep my stdy Up now! will push myself to busy mode i guest! n 4gt all da pass? haha! da oni thng is to pray to God! really need God Help!

i really dunno wat should i do now! haiz! really......no idea @_@ but i love him! i really love him! =)

I'm back!!!

hello blogger ><>

wah~~~ duno where to start from... is like too many thngs happen around! let start with recently news! =)


recently i get my way back to a life which christian must do! goin to church, prayer, bibble reading, praise & worship, & etc...
before this month, my temper was... like.. So defensive, n thnk of negative stuff? especially when my family or closes fren call me! i feel so Defensive! duno why. but then i realize... there is sumthng wrong bout me! jst seem not in the right path! sigh! on da 1st day of my new sem start, my close fren remind me of sumthng...n we talk bout tis in msn. he gve me a bibble verse,

Proverbs 3:5-6 ~Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight.

after reading it... i found.. yea... im leaving GOD far away oredi, im no longer put him as my 1st place in my heart! i do evrythng w/o thnking of Him. & i realize alot alot of thngs! like my study, life, family, frens, temper, & etc... this all need to be change! i told myself I Beatrice Must CHANGE from now ON! & 3 thngs that I must do everyday.

1. morning wake up >>>> Morning prayer
2. nite b4 sleep >>>>>Bibble reading for 1 chapter & Goodnite Prayer
3. OWes owes Put God at 1st in everythng u do!

with this 3 things u life will have some changes. it true! can feel it! but everythng must come frm ur heart ofcoz. haha~ what i do is for those christian which not owes able to attend church service everyweek like me!

For now... i realize, how God important was in our life! God will help us walk in da right path. =)
hope my lesson can help others out there! God love Us, He will never leave us.